Olaa ppl (:

Daa~

SianzSianz.

UGHUGH .

Damn blur after searching info on 孙中山 -.-'

Waaah .

Some kind soul, help my search plss ?

:'(

LOL><

Dead bored manz.

Today really nth to do .

sianz.

Actually got HW.

But i dun feel like touching it ~.~

AHH :(

Sucks .

Today wan run der.

But Jo and Geraldine both dun wan . LOL ><

Just went NP with mum n Bro.

Buy pens . watever .

i really nth to blog manzz.

SEE. my life is plain boring -.-'

OH GOSH.

stimes i jus feel like ending my poor life.

Nth interesting .

HOW AM I GOIN TO SURVIVE LIKE THIS ???? =.='''

SUCKS .

im damn moody now.

NOW.NOW.NOW.

Bye. shall go eat . im not hungry BUT WHO CARES ?

-someone tt i have been waiting for so long-

i hope u see this post .
iseriouslyhope.
it is over.
finally over.
i have been waiting for so long. to post this . SO LONG.

I will nvr forget you .
For u are the VERY FIRST PERSON IN MY THIRTEEN YRS OF LIFE.
tt could make my heart pumps faster ,
make me hyper,
CHANGED me into a person that im not familiar with....
I like the feeling .
Seriously. for i din experienced it b4...
It was magical.. but painful at the same time.
i felt as if i was in cloud nine everytime i saw you .
But i drop to hell when i knew tt u will NVR BE MINE....
U made my heart shattered so much .
So painful.
till im used to it.
till im enjoying it.
sounds sick. but it is a FACT....

I still rmb..
thr was a time..
i said I FINALLY LET GO :D
But guess wat ?
i fell deeper in.
The feeling was shiok and suck-ish at the same time....
Fallingdeeper in means another form of torture for me.
i was like a coward.
COWARD.
Wanting to tell u .
But bcking out at the last min....
I have fallen too deep all along.
really .
u devour me .
NO.
i LET YOU devour me .
and finally .NOW.
i let myself out...
i noe i have caused some troubles for u(MAYBE)
im sorry for tt.....
im reallyreally sorry (:

It was a real good experience....
a nice , perfect one.
bcoz of you..
i have experienced -- pain, happiness , sadness and sorrow.
All mingled together...
I learnt alot . i guess.

i still rmb, giving myself false hope and ended up collasping everytime.
i always hold on . and believe tt there is still hope .
HOPE. this is how i survive ...
I KEEP LOOKING BCK BCOZ I HAVE HOPE.
:D
And finally .
my hope shattered.
but my heart finally stopped shattering ~

i like you . so much . so much .
till it is really difficult for me to LET GO.
time really hlps.
time made me realised it is IMPOSSIBLE .
time made me realised I HAVE WASTED ALOT OF TIME ON YOU.
BUT. time made me realised I HAD A GOOD TIME WASTING MY TIME ON YOU.
i hope you get it . (:
i dun blame anyone .
coz . i learnt alot .
AND IM REALLY GLAD I LIKED YOU SO MUCH BFORE .
it was the first time . imserious.
Thank you for existing in my life.

rmb , this memory , will be etched to my heart forever .
although my heart has alot of scars ...
But i love . and will Cherish this memory.
tt meant alot to me (:


I've finally let go.
it is time to move on.
1yr.
i will rmb you (:
for . u mean alot to me .even till now .


rmb .
ONCE, thr is a girl.
who likeyousomuch.

olaaa ppl xD
LOL xD
Long since i update uh ?
(:
Heee .
lala .
Umum .
Today .CMCL -.-'
i almost died of torturing .
sianz ><
*shall not elaborate hee xDD *
After sch .
EHEH.
went each a cup with jooo and jingyee (:
LOL.
we three walked all the way to np for a cup of bubble tea : D
ytd also .
haa.
Bandung iceblended kinda nice eh (:
OHYAHOR.
Today Sci enrichment damn fun xD
LOL . was laughing like mad with jodi.
of coz... giggling -.-'
If not get caught by tcher.
HAA.
Was laughing .
Thn suddenly , i heard sth dropped .
Told jodi and she found out it was a pen that landed beside her :D
Told her to pick it up. LOL><
thn i look around like some nut ppl seeing who it belongs to.
Turned to geraldine , who was jus beside me , and ask her whether it was hers.
she said YES><
thn i began laughing even harder.
LOL .
WHY ?
Coz i was like thinking of the scene when geraldine was writing and suddenly a pen fly out of her hand .
thn after sometime ...After laughing .
i asked jodi how Geraldine can make the pen fly out .LOL.
guess wat.
JODI SAID SHE THREW AT US COZ WE WERE LAUGHING.
sucks . and i ended up laughing even even moremore harder.
LOLLLLLLL
WTHHH .
LAUGH AND LAUGH AND LAUGH .
LOL xD
dumb sia :D
haaaaaaaaaaa.
After sch. Stayed bck for proj agn .
AHH T.T
slept in lib for 30mins . LOL
After tt force Geraldine to buy me waffle . (:
ohya...
Wan thank Aurora and geraldine ...
For hlpin me in my studies..
Sci and eng : D
we three made a deal.
they both hlp me in my sci and eng~
if i improve in both of my weakest subject ,they will treat me LUNCH!
and if i dun .. i have to treat them.
Yeayea :D
touched me tons ...
So geraldine bought the waffle as motivation :D
*sniff*
Love both of ya .
omgomg .
how can i forget JOJO , jingyee and Jasmineee ? :D
LOVELOVE ! <3>
less than 3 ! lol.
sianz.
lalala .
i mus work hard ler.
SERIOUS .
i cnt disappoint MYSELF, EVERYONE WHO CARES FOR ME.....
slacking ...
sucks .-.-'

Thinking bck, i suddenly found out tt i lost my fighting spirit...
the spirit i used to have.
The spirit tt make me succeed.
no failure was accepted in my life.
And NOW?
Everything was FAILURE :X
so failure tt i cn predict my test marks.
They nvr failed to disappoint me RECENTLY .
stimes jus feel like giving myself ten tight slaps .
to wake myself up and say .
YOU REALLY HAVE TO WAKE UP AND WORK HARD IF U WAN THE BEST.
sucks manz .
hlp me . ppl .
hlp me .
`````

Byess :D

Ola ppl .
im seriously collasping ~
ahh :(
tired.
of .
switching.
on.
computer.
WHY?
Bcoz everytime i switch on the computer...
im doing projects or some other frking stuffs.
TT IS RELATED TO STUDIES .
Sucks .
IM SERIOUSLY DISLIKE MICROSOFT OFFICE, WIKEPIDEA,YAHOO,GOOGLE, WATEVER. NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
fuck.
it is obvious im damn pissed now .
IM SERIOUSLY EFF-ING PISSED NOW.
im so sick of doin projects.
doing this and that.
Changing this and tt .
Sickening to the core .
and from 8pm online .
TILL 11 or 10plus thn can offline.
I SPENT A FRKING TWO WHOLE HOURS ON PROJECTSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
AND .
I DUN EVEN HAVE TIME FOR MY HW.
MY REVISION.
WTF IS THIS MANZ.
idiotic !!!!!!!!!!!!
im so sick .
i wan revise.
i wan hw .
i hate COMPUTER NOW.
fuckk.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. im goin mad . SOON

oh ya . btw, PPL. (U noe who u r) , DUN PISSED ME ANYMORE><
im rching the limit.
and i DUN EVEN NOE WAT I WILL DO TO U NXT :D
good luck to u both (:



BYE PPL .

olaa ppl :D

This is soooo sickening.

Im suppose to do my hw n projectsss now .

UGH.

Today was nice :D

After sch.SLACK.

WTH.

manz.

no books mah.

But borrow my DEAR harry potter ^^

<333

OMFG. she diao rocks to the core!!!

xD

Haha. okok. all books. :P

im addicted to reading .

obviously... :D

rocks !

daaa.

okok. crapping.

Zzzz.

yeayea.

Conversational malay today .

Not tt boring .

kept on talking . LOL !

ok luh... shall look at the notes i took later on .

Mus stay hardworking!!

phew`````

AHH T.T

this weekend seriously alot hw.

im dying .

DYING!!!!

AHH ><

and im still here blogging. WTHHH!!?!?!?!

Sucks.

sucks.

sucks.

i dunno wat im doing now manz.

im confused.

OMGGG.

AHHH

byee.

OMG. it has been few days since i ate potatoes :(

I look at someone today..

And ask myself,

"Will i ever let him go and the person bcome you?"

i noe it and i told myself,

"No. For the person u have been "clinging" on is still attach to ur heart..

without him noeing.....

it has been really LONG , hasnt it?

so long...so long..."

i know the way to make me finally. really let go.

But i dun have the courage to and i dun dare to face the consequences after tt ... ... ...

im so courageous. YEA -.-'

Ollaaaaa :D
V. long nvr blog lerr ~ :DD
yeaYeaa .
Today went had conversational Malay :D
sat with jooo :D
dead-bored.
wth.
But had to snatch bck my stationery(OR tionary?)
WTH.
watever.

Hahahah.
Thn went Shipyard at Sembawang.
Rare chance lehh (:
haaa.
I love the dock!! woootss :D
rock like hell.
is like damn cool. The sea too ~ (:
Jus in front of dock (i think is common sense?)
Though quite dirty -.-'
Jus opposite the sea is malaysia~
ANDANDAND.
IT IS FRKING NEAR!!!!!!!!!!!
omgomg.
How i wish i can jus swim to malaysia -.-'
LOL!
wootss.
rocks (:
Afternoon~
Went Hall hlp teachers --
Kinda tired.
Shall not elaborate.
LOL .
Frking fun though.
Met some really nice friends.
:DDD
Yupyup (:
Sat goin run agn-.-'
JIAYOUS! HAA xD
im seriously going bankrupt.
Sooo many ppl bday comin.
haixxxx.
Everytime Scrimp and save.
two present all gone T.T
pathetic.
Who wan sponsor me?
:DD
zzzZzZZzZ.
Lalaaaaa.
i miss PE -.-'
This week no PE . WAA :(
Nxt wk also dun have .
nxt nxt wk.
Think dun have T.T
gosh.
Im going die due to lack of PE =.='
AHH.
im supposed to do my PROJ now.
i have alot things havent finish.
wth.
sickeningggg!!!
AHHHH.
Bye.

ugh.
i still type in ITALICS font in the end..
sucks.
wat can i do to let you go?
WAT?
im still waiting..
for miracle....
but when will it happen?
Why cnt i jus let it go.
and NOT wait for the miracle,
which will not happen?
i kept on waiting and waiting..
Till i even lost the ability to like others anymore.......
Coz .... i have been holding you tight.
So tight.
My hands are numb.
My hands are tired.
My whole body is collasping.
But why cant i jus open my hands...
And let my heart go?
Why cant i do tt...............................................................

OLA ppl :D
Afternoon went NP with QL and MX
LOL. As usual. Ate alot.
Kind of.
HAA.
I tried beerrrryyylitteee :D
TASTED NICE :D
omgomg.. imagine the frking nice yougurticecream inside ur mouth...
AHHH :D
love it :D
But. EXPENSIVE.
Shall buy it once in a longlong time :D
Since im goin bankrupt.
lalalal.
Save for two weeks.
thn all spent today.
Wthhh -.-
Pooorrr mmeee :(
SHIT.
I jus now thn found out tt.
I din take bck my Ezlink Card from Sch librarian after using the frking computer.
Wthhhh.
No ezlink card...
yays -.-'
lala.
Dalaanngg.
:D
woosh.
i havent started revising .
i havent started on my proj work.
WTH.






Rmb the first few days of sch ?
How WE ALL became good..good...good..Friends..
Haa. yeaYea :D
Those WERE the goodgood memories...
i Ytd took out our v. first neoprints.
yes. i still keep it (:
Memories Flashed through my mind...
Hhaha :D
yupyup...
Kind of regretted.
i think.
why cnt we cherish wat we have tt time?
Our friendship havent even stable and we break it..
Im guilty.
im regretting for everything ALL of us did.
I noe i maybe foolish.
i noe.
Looking at our smiles...
How much fun did we actually had bfore we actually break?
jus tt little.
But nvm.
Jus rmb.
Those memoriesss.
Will be hidden deep in my heart.
But someday... i will "dig" it out ...
Slowly...feel our sweet memories..
Once more.


IM STILL DETERMINED NOT TO WRITE ITALIC FONT!
BYEE:D