Lay me down on a bed of roses

Had KFC with Sandra and Fangling on Saturday night and something really small happened but it totally made my day , even though it was ending . HAHA . Was at the washing area and this small boy was trying to press the tap but failed because he wasn't strong enough . The adult next to him just totally ignored him and went away after washing her hands . Seeing that the little boy was really having a hard time , i helped him and yknw what he did ? He looked up and gave me the widest smile i've ever seen and said thankyou (: when i walked out and went back to my seat , he actually came up to my seat and keep on smiling at me . Yeah , i admit it's nothing much . But he taught me alot . I didn't knew that one simple act can actually bring such joy to me .
I have been so busy trying to keep up with the pace of life and actually failed to slow down and really give a damn about those small little things that have been happening . I finally did and it gave me a reminder to start appreciating .
Just one simple sincere thankyou and a wide smile can totally make my day . Start appreciating and you will realize the beauty of life . (:

and i'm still regretting because i failed to appreciate you . But it's too late . You won't come back to me , will you ?

回忆的时候，有一瞬间是疼痛的，无奈的，绝望的。

Finally received my gift from JODIWONG . HAHAHA :D okay , super touched :') she bought this sophisticated scrapbook like photo album and pasted a lot of photos and little notes in that greenish book . it's like .. super nice of her okay :)

Yeahh , super green !! (Y) and it printed ''with every good wish" on top , but can't see uh ): Happy girl when i received it .

THANKYOU BABE !!! :) You're da best ♥

Moving on , today is the last day of secondary 2 eh (: !! Time really flies huh , remember beginning of year i was feeling suckish because i really hate being in this class . Like super boring only okay (: but only when the EOY period is nearing then i realize how special this class is , and by the time i actually get to bond with other people , it's too late already . Miss diyana was really sweet to print a lot of different class photos to each and everyone of us and even write a message behind one . ALL DIFFERENT DE OKAY (: and she said it was great to see me worry bout my results . HAHA . sadist ): , but i reallyreally love her even though she can be irritating at times . Which form teachers isn't eh ? ;) and then , miss chiang ! she finally joined us after leaving us for 1year , and the moment she came back , everything changed -_- even more naggings and stuff like that . But well , it was for our own good and it only dawned on me like during ... THIS WEEK ?! HAHA , sorry for being so fail okay . zz .

Yes , and also my dearest classmates which i don't even talk to during sec1 . Seriously , this year has been a blast with all of you . And Tansixian ! HAHA , thank you for being my COLUMN MATE , yeah and thanks to you , i failed to pay attention in class . next time just stfu and stop touching YOUR HAIR , MY WALLET AND MY PHONE OKAY (; don't even know if all of us can be together luh . wtf ._. SAD . And Guanlin , that small chatterbox (: Gem ? the one who always can guess the chimchim words miss chiang gave. weiboon ? the boss of our class .

we might be the least bonded class amongst the whole sec2 cohort but what's really awesome is that , in the end , we actually manage to get together and even have a half-class outing to OCC , when we don't even bother to have a class outing last time . Or even staying back ytd to play murderer and share ghost stories ? (: Thankyou 2e3 for all the memories , i reallyreally love the 40 of you all :)

You're beautiful

2nd post for the day , and this post is dedicated to SANCIA SEAH because i can't stand her feeling so not confident bout herself all the time when she's sucha wonderful girl . OKAY , LOOK UP THERE , ( please ignore my face ) , SEE THAT PRETTY GIRL ? yeah , she's my bestie and i love her alotalot for who she is . But apparently , she just don't see how beautiful she is and she is constantly stuck in the thinking that , omg-she-is-so-pretty-why-can't-i-be-like-her .

and it's driving me crazy to see her like that , YOU LIDDAT I VERY STRESS YA KNOW ??!!?!?? ):

okay , look sancia seah . NOW GO TO THE FREAKING MIRROR , HAHA . and look into your eyes and tell yourself , " i'm beautiful and I'm going to be a much more confident person from now onwards . " i know this is kind of stupid , but trust me , it works . Have you ever think of another view , instead of "why so many so pretty" , you should think , " okay , she is pretty and i shouldn't feel bad about it because in this world , there is other girls who are not as pretty as me " ? Have you ever wondered how fortunate you are to have such a lovely boyfriend and GIRLFRIENDS ( like me ) and family? and guess what , having the above 3 things are enough to make you happy for life , as in truly happy . After all , they are essential in life yeah ? You don't have to give a fucking damn about how people look at you / your looks , THAT'S HOW OTHER PEOPLE THINK , why you you have to be afraid of judging ? You should face it bravely and say , BRING IT ON DUDE . ( LOL , k lame ) Yea , i used to be like you and jodi had a hard time pulling me out of my mess , i owe her big time . HAHA . But you just gotta sort it out , i've did it , so can you (; Have you ever thought of how many people have said that you're pretty ? Go count girl , go . There's a lot , if you realize (: . See , others have started giving you affirmation so why aren't you accepting them ? Accept it , and be more confident about yourself from now onwards . You're more than what you think . ohyes , SO WHAT IF OTHER PEOPLE ARE PRETTIER THAN YOU ?!!?!?!?! God is fair okay , she is prettier than you , you cfm got sth that she don't have . Everyone is equal .

Stand tall and be proud of what god have given you , you deserve better okay . Don't put yourself down . What for ? you're just making yourself even more miserable when you can lead your life happier . you're shortchanging yourself .

Please do think about it , think positive , i've tried my best to phrase everything so the rest is up to you .

Don't doubt yourself anymore , you're beautiful ♥

I will never regret you, because once upon a time, you were exactly what I needed.

LIFE HAS BEEN AWESOMEEEEEE with my friends around , duhhhh :P went to watch real steel with geraldine and jodi , omggg . super nice movie , worth the money man $___$ HAHA , and that little boy was super cute ♥ Had pepper lunch , Yogurt place after that and we camped there for hours and something happened there which totally threw my face . HAHA :D but aw , its alright . -____- i'm used to it already :P

OCC for bowling todayyyyyy with Jodi , Geraldine , Aurora , Sancia , Weiboon , Ruiming , Kenneth , Jacky , Jeremy , Jiajing , Tristan . HAD A BLAST THERE !!! I din know that bowling can be super fun omgg . HAHA . But i suck at it , LOL . ANDANDAND , my bowling ball slipped off my fingers and rolled backwards to my friends when I'm ready to throw it . okay , i totally paiseh diao can . Embarrassing man . EXCUSE ME , I'm first timer okay :P . Jacky was trying to moonwalk on that super super slippery lane , HAHAHA and Jiajing walked to the middle of the lane to take the stucked bowling ball in the gutter . -___- , whereas weiboon is acting likeaboss as usual ;) .

shit , and it is super addictive and fun with so many awesome people there :)

AND BOWLING IS SUPER THRILLING . YOUR REACTION WILL BE LIKE ......

when your friend strike , HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA . OMG and i got so excited -_- when its not me who strike . hehehe . Most of my ball rolled into the gutter , oh well , forget it . Really looking forward to another trip there with them !! :D

handball tml again , waste time uhhh ):

Kbye (:

OHYA , GO AND TAG PLEASE . my tagboard is brand-new so all my tags are gone . ZZ , and tell me if you want me to link you okay (: I'm super lazy to link everyone :x , plus i lost the link .

matchstick joke

OLAAAAAA . omg , my blog is like finally edited , all thanks to ....... TANJINGYEE the so not awesome ;) ! i really love her can ?!?!!??!??!!? and i'll insert a tagboard soon .

okay , whatever :P i've been dying to blog , there's so many updates . Hehe :D and i just realized im super inconsistent in blogging , i have that pathetic few posts only T_T

FLEA

Okayyyyyyyyyy , went flea with qianyu to catch IAN FANG selling clothes or whatever la hor . but i dun really give a damn -,- And she wasted alot of money there , ON USELESS STUFF . HEHE :P and i bought some things at really cheap prices , OHYEAH . happygirl97 :D Drank gongcha , addicted to it seriously . Like super nice okay <3 but i find ochado nicer , but i think only chongpang have ):

GRADUATION DAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY :D

As usual , was the prize presentor with jodi and we both were like sweating like some mad dog while arranging those certificates . omggg , it aint easy okay ): but i love this duty . YAY :D

Quite a few cock-ups . HAHA , first time doing duty w/o angela and we both were like imagining her soul beside us . miss her too much la . RETARDS . HAHA .

k i love both of them.

TADAAAAAAA . My birthday ! :D It has been a blast , received a surprise from Qianyu , Angela , Hweesi , Fangling and hongyiiiiiiii :D omg , like a sweet only can !! and i really had no idea that they are going to surprise me and aww , i was supersuper touched okay ! Thanks uh , love you all luh ! ♥ ♥ ♥ ANDDDDDD , they gave me this huge green card AWWWWWWWWWWW . but i had to leave after they surprised me coz i need to go to other places , HEHE . im so sorry ):

soooooooooooooooo , this chanfangling made a video for me and i almost cried again when i saw it , feel so blessed okay ?! AHCHAN , please choose more not-so-unglam- photos next time kay :P

the cake was ruined by fangling -.- and i could not find 'the hidden treasure' in the cake , too bad ):

Thankyou for those wishes , though they made my inbox full and the presents !! :D :D aiya , i very lazy list out the names uh !

REMINDER TO JODI : MY PRESENT !!

kbyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee (:

TO END THIS POST . IM GNA TYPE A S H O R T DEDICATION TO FILIAN LEE . kay , im like super nice okay and you all can skip this part la hor :P

you are the best la , thanks for being there for me always and be honored to be one of those few who've seen the UGLY SIDE of me :P and thanks for not giving up on me when im like super negative -10000000000 . You never failed to pull me out from the mess im in every single time and you did it again , just now ;) wts , stimes i really super glad to have you as my friend , as in really . idk where i will be if not for your help and stuff like that . AWWWWWWWWWW . sorry if i've been really selfish at times , i know okay ?!?!? and for pangseh-ing you halfway through our messages , it's like i keep taking you for granted la . ): work hard for your o's , i know you will . AND TAKE A NICER PICTURE NEXT TIME OKAY . bloopbloop and blahblah . HEH .

I love you more than a love song baby

Jingyee here wahahaha! Just helped the demanding puahcailing to edit her blog. Now become so much nicer le right?!?!?! :D ♥

BABY YOU LIGHT UP MY WORLD LIKE NOBODY ELSE

EOY IS COMING . OMGGGGGG and i'm totally slacking HERE . YAY . who cares -.- im gonna do some serious mugging . I swear (: and i have to mug on my birthday ... ): HAPPY MUGGING DAY TO ME . HAPPY MUGGING DAY TO PUAHCAILING ~~~~~ !!!
okay , im just super super bored la .

I LOVE MYSELF ! ♥