Phew~
I've get over it. Yup..One of the smallest obstacles..in life..Although it is important..
(:

I will strive hard in Sec sch!!!!
Note: I WILL.W.I.L.L
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Jus went for a soccer match wif..
Minxue and her bro
QL and her bro
Nick how and his bro
Yichang,Jovan,Wantong(i din noe wantong came bck !==)
Jess and Jean(A piece of nu zai ku who owns a shop in np...LOLOLOL)
eh..My sis
and yewei...
Zhixuan too
Jean, yewei and my sis sit down thr do nth de lor...............ZX too..Actually zhixuan is thr to watch the match only la..
So sleepy now...Vigorous exercise ==
*YAWN*

I kind of hate u.....
I noe why..But..It is real hard to express through words...Argh....
hate u for making me..confused?
As in...I dunno wat u thinking...
U said this now..
But wat u said to ur friends is another thing....
So..u make me guess and guess..
Guess till i sick of it.
Im giving up,coz i dun wan to hurt myself any further...
But..The problem is...It is difficult to give up..Argh................................................................

Ok..Watever...Suddenly found out tt i became v. emo-ish at p6..... T.T
NOO!! i dun wan...lol
ok la..BYEBYE~

Im in love with P.O.T.A.T.O.E.S
Im in love with food.
and sotong.I think.

ola....

Today get results le :)

The day whr my future is determined.I guess...

Failure.The only word i can think of,right now......

F.A.I.L.U.R.E

YES

FAILURE.

Dun put too high expectations of urself. U might get hurt in return.Really......................

Stop Saying i've scored well.Stop comforting me,like hell.Dun.DUN.

I have not done well.Or.My expectations are too high.

I noe well.How high r my chances.I still stand some chances.But not many.

I dun expect to redo or to erase everything.

It hurts so much.

I WAS CLIMBING UP UNTIL TODAY. I FELL DOWN AGAIN.

not so deep though.

This time.Not bleeding.But crying.

I dun wan to bleed anymore.

Im running out of stamina. To bleed. i guess.

U noe waT?

Stimes...What u reap is wat u sow really doesnt apply on us.

Tt score.TT SCORE. Can be high to some of u.

But. To me. It is like.......

我知道我做得不够好。。。

虽然我已经尽力了。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

算了！！！

I'll work even harder when im in sec sch!!!!

I'll strive even harder.

I WILL. I WILL.

Think of the positive way once u tot of the negative way......

Haa. Yup.

At least i still stand some chances.

Even if i cnt go...Then i'll strive much more harder to get into top 3 in another sec sch :)

i believe i can.

After this lesson T.T....

Gt lots more obstacles(how spell?)

waiting of me!!!!!!

YUP!!

Cai Ling, STRIVE EVEN HARDER IN SEC SCH!!!!!

GAMBATEH!!!!!!!

Woots~~~~~~~~~~

I Still stand some chances~

I still stand some chances~

:D

S.M.I.L.E!!!!!!! :D

:D

:D

:D

:D

:D

Im so damn glad tt im so optimistic (:

JY~JY~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I BELIEVE I CAN GO INTO YTSS!!!!!!!!!

I wont give myself up unless i noe the results.

The final one. :D

OLA :)



Saturday got YT open house...HAA. Of course got go la...

9am meet wif QL ,MX and pearlyn then go wif my bro and mum.

Take bus thr..... haa.....

Spent lots of time on table tennis. Me, pearlyn, Jacky xu and QL and chewy(weehao)

played...Double and single ....V. Fun.. Long time nvr practice le... (:

MX and elaine dun wan play... T_T

Ytss.... :)

This thurs taking results............

Excited..A little..

Afraid this proverb, WHAT U REAP IS WAT U SOW, doesnt apply on me...

Afraid my effort wont be paid off.

Afraid of failure..

Afraid...Afraid..............................................................

Um.....................

Shit..forgotten go Northpoint...Nid borrow cross-stich book....

Argh....

Im in trouble. Kind of.

Aiya.WATEVER.





-I wanted to grab the chance...Really....I wanted.......But..Im not sure of ur .......-

-I reminded myself again and again...But.....I...........-

-I want u....................-

OLA!!!!!!! :D

Yesterday went to watch "2012" and go the "Body worlds exhibition" *Brr*

HAAAAAAAAA.

Went to the body worlds wif mr tham.....In sci centre actually at first dunno will be goin to see tt thingy..Then rch thr then found out..Was..JUMPING UP AND DOWN!!! too excited le..Coz see the advertisment on TV mah..Then wanted to go....So v. excited and happy~~When noe tt goin ....HEEEEEE...

Awesome...amazing...spectacular....My jaws dropped when go inside.......U..Nvr imagine The person and do it..The person who started it was Gunther Von Hagens.....Amazing.....Aiyo..i dunno how describe...It seems almost impossible to do this kind of things..They go Dunno do wat..Then u can see the circulatory system..Digestive system...Ya..All corpses...U wont feel disgusted..Coz u r too busy wondering around..Amazed by wat Gunther did....They go operate.Sort of. Then u can see Arteries in the whole body......Ya..Arteries is like um..Red cotton wool???Then got Reindeer..Octopus...Foetus...Horse..Giraffe....alot....then u can see the horse muscles..i mean..The Inside of horse body..WATEVER LA...Really dunno how explain...Go see urself.Is until march 2010..so still got time...Worth it.Really....

Then After sch..Went see the 2012 wif JX,YW,JJ,KX,ROY,Mr lim..At AMK hub.....Waiting for this movie for soooo long le..Nvr disappoint me :D

Thrilling......................Got heart attack ppl really cannot go..My heart was pumping so fast...While watching the movie...They was like so.......um...dunno how explain......

During the movie..Suddenly hate Mother Nature..Hate her for causing disasters....hate her for the harm she made.................... T_T

Then after movie..think and think..Found out tt it was our fault. Mankind.....Haix....

Global warming,deforestation.......All done by mankind..Disasters are the consequences of our dumbo actions........Punishments..i should say.

GREED....................................................................................................

too bad. I Still L.O.V.E nature....... :)

Last day of sch...Tml.................................................................................................................

(:

-im goin seize the chance tml...For sure.................Coz tt might be the last time.....-

IM RUNNING OUT OF SONGSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Done :)
another Great performance. Tt makes me proud. (ok..I seemed arrogant?)...
Haa. Xiang Sheng. Guess i was fated to try it.other than storytelling... (:
Im proud of myself. I guess..my two other friends were too?.. or three.............
yaYa. dun understand me nvr mind...As long as my other two..or three friends...understand :)
Last performance in primary sch..
Enjoyed it. For sure................
I'll make sure i did my best. I enjoyed everything i perform..
The main reason to do this is not to force urself to do things u dun like.
Suddenly found out tt...i hv sth im interested in.. Thank the tcher who motivated me and gave me chances the try it. and let me realised tt im gd at it.and im passionate in makin myself better in tt. Thanks. :D

okay..Actually nth to blog leh.
Left one wk. one final wk.
Cherishing the time i spent wif my 6/4....Yup............................

This post is for P.C.Wei.

u should pei he me while i say my jokes mah..
Left me laughing madly alone. YEA. Laughing at my own jokes and u thr. EMO-ING.... ==
LOL. Jking la. Today went Northpoint wif Mum, ys and cw. Then waiting for bus i was telling jokes. sort of la. to CW. Then i was laughing all the way .Even after i rode the bus ==
Forgotten to eat my "long time no touch medicine" LOLOLOL. HAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I wan bks. i nid bks. Im mad.
Watever. BB.getting irritated. Facebk is so slow tday.

OLA :D

Today whole class went on a trip....Last trip as a class...Yup :D
But today is the best i ever had wif 6/4...........Yup....Everyone really enjoyed :)
Went to a sort of Old folks home.Is at Ang Mio kio. Then is like a very mini size of old folks home.......Eh..Is below a block.Blk 318. Shld be ba.Fogotten le.
Me and pearlyn is the host for tday.. :D We planned like erm...The whole thing la (: ( im proud to say tt we had done a good job) :P Haha.
Brought alot things thr. Bought nessicities(dunno how spell) for them...Actually i THINK is for elderly to hang around thr de leh....Not v. sure...though.....
Then had a mini party thr!!!!!!! <3
some of us bought food thr for the elderly to eat.. :D


When we reached thr we put all the things into a room.
Then started our performance,games.....
The very first performance is whole class sing song.
second one is eh....Anirudh. Yup. He playin the indian violin :D
He did better than in class. Hahahahahahahha.
Followed by Deborah(Debbie).
I love her song. Called ' souvenir D En-France"
nice tune. i can say :)
After them is Xinhui and Vallarie skipping :)
Is it huh........
Shld be ba.Then is..eh.....................................Kexin play "Tong hua"
Then some ppl volunteer to sing. Dunno why at thr everyone became so Active. Wan do this wan do tt :D
Of course i got volunteer to sing la..... LOL.... =.='''
I SANG OUT LOUD~~~ WOOOOTTSS~~~~
Really enjoyed myself while singing it :)

After singing we played games wif them!!!!!! HAAAAAA.
This game me and pearlyn change and change and change finally this one is sort of perfect :)
we is take a tupperware cup( sponsored by mrs ong) then wrapped inside a teddy bear wrapper. Then after tt wrapper we wrapped 5more layes of diff colours wrapper.Then we played a Hokkien song then stop the song and the elderly taking the thingy will tear the layer......Watever..this is confusing. WE ENJOYED THE GAME.
Aso got one more game. Instead of "the donkey and the tail" we change to the "mouse and the tail" Haa.U all shld noe this game ba....LOL. im the demostrater. ......... =.= din manage to stick the tail correctly..... So embarrassing.. .LOL...

See the elderly so happy u aso became happy de ... :D
tt is the real meaning of happy. HAAAAAAAAAA.
Then food time..while yichang and others played piano... heeeeeeeeeee........


Here cums the most hyper part of our trip....
When we riding bck to sch...the whole class.Most of them la we sang songs~~~~
Alphabet song, london bridge, happy bday~ National day songs.
Old mcdonald. Haa. Alot childish songs.... i was really touched..Coz we this bunch of study-freaks actually r really united. The poor driver and mdm yong and mrs tan had to tolerate our singing~Haa.
Although we r not really good singers but we SANG OUT LOUD and enjoyed ourselves on the bus :D
I cant imagine one day,our class really sang sooo many childish songs TOGETHER AS A CLASS.CONTINUOUSLY.(i dunno how spell)
NOT EVEN IN M DREAMS :D

we dun care whether u laugh at our class 6/4 for being childish
What we really care is we enjoyed the LAST Bus trip we had together as a class.
What we really care is tt we sang our hearts out. Not being forced. But coz we cherish the last two weeks we had together.
i want to have another bus trip.I wan to sing childish songs together EVEN LOUDER as a class again.
Laugh at us.We dun care at all.
Instead,we r proud to say tt 6/4 had one of the best/memorable memories tt ALOT ppl dun hv. Agree????????????????????????????????????? i believe what i said is true :)
thanks lots, 6/4 '09.
The study-freaks. but we r a united bunch of ppl. Rock on :)

i love 6/4 '09 :)

HAAA. Today is AIPS graduation Day :D Fun Day :)
Got grooming lesson in the morning then at about 12pm set off for safra country club :D
The grooming lesson is about how to erm...be like ladies while eating the western meal ...
in the sense tt be Aiya dunno how say...
Table number two :D
Starter: Mushroom soup plus plain bread
Actually like it. the mushroom soup got alot mushroom.Quite creamy. Love it :D
But too big bowl le........Yummy
Main Course: Chicken steak
Eh..The gravy a little bit weird..Taste..But Edible la..Got long beans(is it?) then also got POTATOES plus cheese(is it?) Love potatoes :D HAAAA
Dessert:Mango liquid(dunno wat la)
Enjoyed this one.Is mango juice plus pomelo and sth else....

Played games while eating..Was chosen to play a game......Who can say "B" the longest time...Think i did quite well :D Haa.
Then nid take class photo after eating.While other class taking photo, i go around take photos with classmates :P
Haa :D
goin post pics other days ba.
Short post for time being.
See if got time then go edit make it longer :)
Got a kind of choco cake in the end.As souvenir.i think.


After the lunch went bck then got xiang sheng practice..
Aso had a fun time. Me and Yewei was practicing then found out tt jacky xu and debbie was aso practicing the same lines as us..Then had a "battle".... lol
Between me and jx coz we same character ma then same lines.So battling who can say the lines um...faster?quicker?
dunno la.........


Gtg :D
BbBBbBBB :D