如果他是个单纯的孩子

那就让他单纯一辈子

如果他是个美丽的孩子

那就让他美丽一辈子

如果他是个善良的孩子

那就让他善良一辈子

不要教他的太多事

不要说他太多不是

不要让大人的无知

惊动了他美丽的心思

如果他只是个孩子

那就让他活得象个孩子

不要让他聪明得

失去了最初的样子... [:

i am sooo sorry Aurora for wat had happened today. sorrysorry [:

andand. i suddenly found out tt i have really good friends in YTSS :D lol .

after chatting with ____ [:

Eg : Jodi - the one tt does THE MOST STUPID STUFFS like forgetting to add ingredients in her noodle bcoz she __________________ . DAMN EPIC ! :D

LOL . effing random post . lala .

OLA [:

Gosh. today is a longlong day for me :X

i have to bring 4sets of clothes to sch . how pathetic ~

-PE

-Sch Uni

-Guide Uni

-Class Tee

wth luhh =.= troublesome . i was complaining like siao . But , okay , it doesnt makes any difference....

STUPID . Qi si wo le . okay . Watever .

NDP rehearsal is damn tough today -.-'

After the parade , had to rush to another NDP performance. stupidd . thn have to rush back to parade agn !!! AHH T-T From 1.45pm to 7.37pm . I DIN EVEN GET TO HAVE A SEAT ?! . Wtheck . My legs almost break . My shoulders are aching like siao . AND I STILL HAVE TO BEAR WITH IT AND

STAND STILL for like so long ?!?! wtfuck.

i Seriously have good enduring skills . :X if not im goin to die ==

hell luhh . i was like.. GOSH . okay. Watever. i still manage to endure it for sooo long ^^

NDP rehearsal is seriously damn fun . But reallyreally tough/tiring :X

Lets bear with it ! jiayous [:

I spent like half an hour tying my stupid scarf . Tying , Re-tying , Tying , Re-tying .

Walao ehh . Troublesome . Still cnt get my PERFECT square == . hlped Huijuan to tie too [:

I Jus Tie Once and it is like P E R F E C T - .-

Heckheck . OKAY .Watever.

Anyway . i love tday :D LOL. though im like dead tired now . i cn jus lie flat on my dear bed and go to my dear LALA LAND manz . (:

I PASS MY SCI . :D Jus pass -.-' But. well . im goin to work even harder to Score real well !

Gambatte : D

Nigara Falls <3

I woke up from my dream , long ago . But once in a while , the dream will come back ... [:

I forgotten , tt why im hurt :X

Nope . Ur name still does. Trust me [:

i wanna give up . trying so hard . so hard .

i cnt see the progress . wat i cn see is only my hard work being wasted.

Wats the point of holding on , trying , when everything remains the same ?!

Eff. i have been trying so hard for one and a half yr .

im so tired. fed up . piss .

the result is jus not thr.

stop telling me u will see it oneday.

COZ .

i wont .

im goin give up trying . okay . i wont .

im goin be determined.

im goin to stay strong . try to do my best.

im goin to learn skills on answering those fucking ques .

im goin to say , " Go , Cai Ling ! "

im goin to try and try and try.

im NOT goin to fail my sci EVER AGN .

U . Stupid / asshole / fucking / WORST subject ever. SCIENCE . im goin beat you in EOY .

Trust me . even if i dun. IM GOIN TO PASS IT !!!!

im so proud of my determination .

OLA ! Long time din blog ler . Was kinda busy :X lalaa . decided not to lock my dear blog . im lazy to click the lock thingy ~

lala . Shall post pics today (; mum cooked LAKSA recently ~ lalaa .

ahahaha . i love the pics . though some are not tt well taken LOL (:

lala . I so tired :X There are soooo many things to do recently . esp. revising -.-'

im goin insane if this continues . sooo.. watched Despicable Me with Deb ytd !

The movie was jus marvelous ^^ felt really good after watching it o.O

Hilarious , touching , CUTE movie ~ aWw . :D love it <3>

time to relax eh ? or im goin collasped sooonnn ~ lala.

CCA-ed today (: painted patrol bin and did drilling ! [: love it ~ ahahahah .

byeeee.

im jus so tired stimes ..Do you....feel tired of everything tt is happening around . tired of the things i did everyday. tired, tired , so tired. so tired tt nth happens even when u work so hard. tired of being tired ...........

Don't you ? i do.

i wan to sit down , and rest. [:

I study so hard stimes till i felt like throwing my books away.

Im afraid of failure . im afraid of disappointment . i force myself to study. Yes , i MIGHT enjoy..but.. i jus dun see the results. Do you noe how disappointing tt is ?

ppl told me to relax , i wil score better if i dun stress myself up .

But . im so afraid tt everything will goes wrong . And Failure.

im so scared of failure....im so disappointed tt my effort doesnt pay off.

Ola ppl [:

Ytd was great, excluding those fuckers out thr (:

Was in for sch NDP . had rehersal ytd afternoon till bout 7pm in the evening.

It was tough , but had a great time.

Had to stand in the parade square and drill ~

Standing in the parade square and not allowed to move -.-' My feet was burning like hell . :X

but seriously , a cool experience for me :DD

GG rocks for the snrs and batchmates ! (:

goin lock my blog for a few weeks starting from bout 4days time ~. inform me if u all wanna be invited (:

PROUD OF YOU - Fiona Fung

Love in your eyes
Sitting silent by my side
Going on Holding hand
Walking through the nights
Hold me up Hold me tight
Lift me up to touch the sky
Teaching me to love with heart
Helping me open my mind
I can fly
I'm proud that I can fly
To give the best of mine
Till the end of the time
Believe me I can fly
I'm proud that I can fly
To give the best of mine
The heaven in the sky
Stars in the sky
Wishing once upon a time
Give me love Make me smile
Till the end of life
Hold me up Hold me tight
Lift me up to touch the sky
Teaching me to love with heart
Helping me open my mind
I can fly
I'm proud that I can fly
To give the best of mine
Till the end of the time
Believe me I can fly
I'm proud that I can fly
To give the best of mine
The heaven in the sky
Can't you believe that you light up my way
No matter how that ease my path
I'll never lose my faith
See me fly
I'm proud to fly up high
Show you the best of mine
Till the end of the time
Believe me I can fly
I'm singing in the sky
Show you the best of mine
The heaven in the sky
Nothing can stop me
Spread my wings so wide......

Dum dum dum...No one cn hear me , no one really cares...

OLA (:

Cut bangs jus now ^^

GAH . almost back out when i reached the hair salon. LOL .

Morning went jingyee house for presentation . finally finished it ^^

LALA . nth to blog actually -.-'

My sis said i look like a FREAK when i cut bangs.

wtheck. to it , it doesnt make any difference luhh . still samesame -.-'

okay .bye .

Dedicated to JODI ! Ur apple , with a HEART <3>

gogogo ! (:

i wanna forget , forget everything tt had happened bfore ...

OLA PPL :D

CCA today (:

Love it ! hoohoo . Did Gadgets !

ahahahah . clothes line and Shoerack :D

was given bout 1hr ? to finish these two gadgets . had damn lots of fun :D

Joking and laughing around with my deardear patrol <3>

Though fingers were kinda pain due to the strength i applied when tying knots (:

AHAHA . Was questioned by Ms Soh bout our gadgets ~ Nvmnvm ^^

Won the in

ter-patrol competition today ! our gadgets came in first. wooohooo . shiokshiok :D

After doing the gadgets , went bck to guide room for patrol time .

Patrol time is

simply.. FUN :D

Our patrol was addicted to poking bluetacks using pencil and needlesss ^^

We were like . Complaining tt it looks disgusting , but ended up poking here and there and Laughing like mad ^^

AHAHa . jus fun :D

pokepokepoke. like a bunch of mad ppl crazy over poking bluetacks . HAHA .

omgomg . funny like hell . joke and joke :D

Was supposed to plan our own scrapbk , but ended up joking around .

LOL LOL LOL ! i love my CCA due to my patrol .

Missed my cam

p patrol as usual (: But my current patrol rocks toooooo (:

AHH . Ytgg :D Ytsc ~ lol . wtheck .

my gosh. my weight increased -.-'

my skirt became damn tight . tight . tight .

Guess it almost burst - .-

My GG belt .. IS

SO FRKING TIGHT . okay luhh . jus right actually .

omg. when like starting of yr . i was frking looooosssseeee .

ahhahh . omgomg. my height like . DIN INCREASE FOR 7MONTHS ?! wat this manz -.-'

Yea . and my weight increases . omfg . i shall start my exercising . gosh . asshole .

good luck to me (:

Omg . Green , why am i so obsessed with you ?

Green , i love you so much ! :D

OLA [:

laaaaaaaa ~ Sch had been BUSY ! :D

But at least it is enriching yea ? (:

Goshh . LALA . Nth much happen recently ? ohyea. sth happen (:

Siam and shoo (: But shoo , i noe it is impossible ~

today was FUN ! (:

Went food court to eattttt ~ planning to meet Weiheng and yichang thr . But heck care* LOL ><

Librar-ied . Zinger came and sat with us(Sixian , aurora and meee )

LOL . Became damn noisy. ahaahaa . okayokay. Kept on talking and talking .

Sharing things here and thr . LOL

But miraclously, i managed to complete all my hw ! *PROUD* hoohoo . maybe talking hlps (: lala .

LOL . Geraldine came to sit with us afterwards .

i dunno how it started but Sixian , zinger and her started singing KPOP songs ^^

Thank god their voices are good (: hahaa .

Was at there, damn amused :D gah !

propro . Zinger can sing well . LOL . shall learn from him -.-''

okay . watever. Home-d after tt :D

WOOTS ! v. longlong time din have sooo much fun ler [:

lalaaa . Suddenly found out tt life is tough in sec sch . With tests suddenly coming all at once.

i wan tests. but. NOT AT ONCE ALRIGHT ? :(

Jiayous Cai Ling . :D

omgomg . im been bothering ppl these few days bout bangs !

Want to cut bangs . -.-' but scared tt it will turn out ugly =.='

So.. in a dilemma . Cnt blame me . im LIBRA . LOL ><

okay.. so, i think im going cut bangs . hoohoo .

Pray tt it will turns out nice~ :D

im so frking excited .

byee (:

Oh My . thank me . im actually praying that u wont die nxt tues (:

Olaaa ppl (:

gahgah. Ytd GG (:

Better than i expected. woohoo ! Was having attire check until halfway thn rush for council meeting :D

Went back to CCA after tt. Having Singsation. i think. yeayea. ^^

After tt we had drilling ! Drilling rocks coz we had a inter-patrol competition on drilling. LOL . guess the competition helps alot . Nvr knew tt GG drilling cn be so nicenice ! (: Seriously lor . first time so.... AHH! :D hoohoo. Was feel more serious than usual whn having the competition ~ though did some mistakes -.-' blahblah. HAHA . Dismissed. Raldine and aurora was waiting for me . AWW ~ LOL . chatted with other snrs for a while . LOL . A while = damn long. LOL. thn sat opposite the pond and SING ! LOL . wthwth ~ sang with Jingyee while she is waiting for her father to come ^^ Thn after she went ~ LOL . i refused to go and continue singing . WTH . poorrr aurora and raldine -.-' have to suffer. and i kept on singing the same song. HAHA .wth la. Was kinda fun though. walked to NP after tt . ZzZ . Saw zx at pavilion eh. Got a shock when he called my name -.-' ~ . kept on walking on the grass. lala . blehbleh . OKAY. Went home and slept till 10plus . bathe and slept till morning . WTH . im a pig -.-' nicenice. i like this week . LOL !

Going to jingyee house tml for proj T-T Nvm . i love her house though (:

gosh. im having slight sorethroat -__-' hope it wont get worse. i hate it ~ GAH !

Tests starting to come agn . ohyahor. i mention this previous post -.-' LALA .

my super hardworking mode seems to be gone. AHH . howhow ? -.-' shall put myself in my fighting! mindset once more . LOL ><

Fell in love with Impossible by Shontelle. its damn nice (: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PBkhZmuiDIk

byebye (:

AHH . i love greeeennnnnnn ~

Olaa ppl (:

Longlong time since i blogged -.-' din really have time to blog even if i on the computer~ Gah.

yeayea.

Life has been Great (: ?

hahahaa . yeayea . with all the duties all coming . it rocks kays? ^^ <3

Yeaa. Same routine everyday, doing hw at the lib . a little nia . LOL . often ended up chit-chatting. Wth ! ZzZ . how can i ever improve if this continues =.=' Jiayous ~

Sucks . i wan tests suddenly. Want to see whr my standard is.. yeayea. improve or deprove ? (:

okay , seriously , stimes life is dead boring . -.-' omgomg la. give me troubles to fret! Haaa xD

Was really fun today at assembly. or kinda ~ Sat with council mates. went hyper when one of our council mate went up on stage for competition (: Screamed ! heee (: love assembly with them ~

LOL . GAH . sth damn ps happened to me and jo . But, who cares ? (: -.-'

~_~ Haa . yeayea. i shall continue to be a guaikia . ^^ LOL! wth la .

ohmy , how i wish my life will be more challenging. i hate my PEACEFUL life :X !

Byeee ~

once in a while , the scars will break, causing a little more pain...

But naturally, it will by heal itself . [:

i will nvr forget that experience , and till now, i still cnt accept anyone...

Tell them that im happy and my heart is broken - impossible by Shontelle (: