OLA!!!!

Um..

Enjoying my cheese fries...

LOL.

==

Um..

Suddenly found out tt i everyday online.(no BIG deal. I KNOW.)

when i PROMISE to wrk hard.

UGH.

I failed to keep my promise.

==

Disappointed of myself.

Why couldnt i jus on com like eh. Two days once?????

WHY??!?!?

UGHH.

Stupid me....

HAIX..

Nth seems to go right recently.

disappointment.

Everytime.

Troubled.

Everytime.

SLEEPY.

Everytime.make me really cnt concentrate in lessons esp when sec sch lessons r so boring!!!

But thinkin bck..

During these problems..Thr r Tweeny-Tiny BITS of happiness..

TT will only bring smile to my face. ONCE. ==

Better than nth right..Yea...

Nth jus seems RIGHT.

UGH.

Perfectly IMPERFECT life. I HAD.

Wait.

But tts wat made my life interesting mah...

Yea...

(:

Hoo.

Imperfect life doesnt seems tt bad...

STIMES.....

==

Sec Sch life.

WATEVER.

I jus dunno wat happen to me.

I THINK IM BECOMIN MORE REBELLIOUS!!

AHHHH.

AHHH!! NOOOO!!!

OMG.

Im changing bck to my own self CURRENTLY.

..........

WAIT.

Actually not so much lar..

Jus.

found out tt.

I've been tokin lesser to my parents.

OMG.

=.='''

LOL.

=.='''''''

Seems tt every wk got testttt.

UGH.

UGH.

To p66ssss : Dun look so forward to sec sch life.

It aint any better than pri sch life.

Get this right KAYS???

My sec sch life( CURRENTLY) arent tt good.

hope it will changed after few monthss.

My sis said IT JUS ONLY ONE MONTH.

But to me.

it seems tt nth will chnge after THIS ONE MONTH.

Im living in hell.Mayb.

==

ughhhh.

Enough complaining(Actually, i havent...!!)

....

....

....

HAIX.

Bye For now.....

I dun think i feel happy wif u all......

Im a loner by nature..

OLA(:
blah. feel tt my PRECIOUS tagboard is dead ==
TAGGED LEH~
lol. ==
Jus now went library wif QL , MX n her bro.
Actually is went to catch up with them...
Um.........
sth happened ytd n thurs.....
Ya..................
I hv got a feelin tt it is still alittle..not over yet..
OMG...
T.T
pooorrr mee :(
heee.
Um.............BYE.
Happy bday to Zinger, geraldin, lin n sebestian (:

UGH. havent even touch my hw.Tons of them
UGH
IM CNT SURVIVE IN SEC SCH LIAO.
==
UGH.
UGH.
UGH.UGH
UGH.

-passerby...Passerby..
I dun believe...-

Dun feel like greetin u all now.
sorrow.
I've let myself go tooo deep .
And in the end i end up hurting myself.
I've freed myself.
TT the good thing.
i've let myself hurt.
Alot. for the first time....
Last yr.
Now.
Jus ended in a painful way...???
I'VE THINK TOO MUCH. IT IS NOT UR FAULT.
:(
Ughhhh.
too much.Too deep.
TOOOO~~~~
=.=
I nid comfort.
I nid to let myself out.
NOW.
TOO MUCH.
Wat has gotten on to me???
I knew tt it is impossible at first.
so why did i let myself go soo deep???
Im blind.
Seriously blind n have low EQ...
NAAAA~~
At least i noe the truth?
so i wont let myself go even further...
Everything is wasted LIKE HELL.
It is goin take time for me to heal.
Wishin MYSELF the very best in nxt time.

-i think i still like u-

OLALALALLALA!!

UM..
Last sun went bck malaysia for weddin dinner!!
WOOTS~
misssedd my relatives tons..
HEEE.
All the teenagers sat a one table :P
DAMN hyper lor..
The whole weddin dinner..only our table screaming like mad...
=.=
LOL
No voice after tt... ==
HEEEE.
FUNN
HEE.
HOO.
Chin wear Dress v.. short..
LOL.
HAA.
SEXY~~
LOL
==
siao liao.

HOOO.
HAAA.
Today last two periods. Lang studies.
Tcher din cum
Play wif girlfs.
Truth or Dare..
LOL.
DARE-D
==
haa
Guys also played
But diff groups
FUN!
he..
more daring this time
LOL.
==
OMGGG
BYE.
==
SIAO

*Faint*
Happy.
HAPPY.
But dunno whether it is true yet..
Aw.
Come on..
i wan noe the truth.. ==
TRUTH.
TELLL@@
AHH.
Thanks sancia. LOL
Though i still hv doubts.
==
Thanks.
THANKS. BYE.

ola..
Dun feel like bloggin now..
jus blog for the sake of bloggin..
HAIX.


Tryin to force myself out of the window.
IT HURT SO MUCH.
U hv forgotten me.
Seriously..I dunno wat i am thinkin bout...
i wan U? or give up U?
==
im dyin due to suffocation.
I nid to get out now.RIGHT NOW.
Im not goin be tooooo obssessed.
But.
I dunno how...............
T.T
Secretly lookin at u.
tt FACE.
STUPID.
FACE.
lollll..
UGH.
UGH.
UGH.
UGH.
IM not goin get u for sure.
first time......................................U r so cruel.
Seriously.
BYE.


ugh.
Quite worry bout my studies.
Sec sch..
Tcher din give notes der lor.
UGH
UGH
.
Found out tt i hv been eating potatoes everyday.-.-
LOL.
U.
DUMBO.
==
BYE
Im not leading a healthy lifestyle currently.

ola! (:

Ytd went soccer(:
woots~
Haa(:
Went aips field..........
yup


Today..
Same day??
Nth much ba..
Stayed bck again..
This time finished all my hw..(:
Except for a chi der..Damn difficult..
Yup..
Nid suft things bout Rational Numbers..
Every website different stuffs..Dunno which one to trust...Haix.
=.=
=.=
=.=

Haix.
TROUBLED.

Dumbo..u r one..
wanted to give u up..
But i dunno whether i cn or nt.......
Now..Confused..
so..Wat am i thinkin???
im so confused..
Do i wan u????
ARGH.
12 yr old kid shouldnt be so troubled over this kinds of STUPPIDDD stuffs.
UGHHHHH.
UGHHHHHHHHHH.
Im goin crazy.
UUUUUUU the ********** ***!!!!
WTH.
Goin crazy coz of u.
I nid to breathe..U NOE?
Its not ur fault i noe.
I Dun even noe u well.
==

Bye.
Chiong-ing for Studies..
N...MAYBE.. U...
Though it is really impossible( this is for debbie)
==

Get off my mind..Wont u??

I cnt...Do tt.........

I hate u!!!!!!!!!!!

Makin me so troubled.

I jus dunno why i feel like tt.

U r an dumbo.

Seriously.

I jus wan to say BYE.

BUT I CNT.

First time feelin like tt.

U r powerful.

GET OUT OF MY MIND!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WTH.

The feelin grows stronger everytime i think of u.

U R POWERFUL

BYE

Debbie n minxue...HLP ME!!!!!!!

HE IS MAKIN ME DROWN LIKE HELLL

My worst mistake ever.

*FAINT*

OLA!!!

ok..i noe i used this starting everytime..But i love this starting..So.. stick with it.haa(:

Eh.....................
I forgotten the things tt happen...........
Eh...................

Um......Stayin bck as usual......
Today stayed bck with debbie..For a while..Then go bck home..Then the house door..Locked again...WTH..Then U-turn..This time din go library..i go...Bck YTSS...Stupid.
im so idiotic.
Seriously.lol.
Wasted $0.88 leh.....Stuuupiiiddddd..
Went snr classroom..in the end..ended up chatting..Din even done any single hw.. =.='''
*FAINT*
Currently..Havin tons fun in YTSS......
but...Maths..Do till wan die liao..
A single wrksheet. With 5ques..I do till...Siao........
Haix..Luckily YW taught me the methods..Although i noe he wan vomit blood liao(Those who tches me....Will faint.........Coz...im slow at absorbing stuffs....)....Sorry luh...Thanks YW! (:
Haa!!
LOL.
nid buck up in my maths liao. =.='
Im Workin damn hard now okay???
okok la..not those kind everyday study....
um............
Wat else??
Nth else??
Btw..Thanks jing yee for helping me to tie the tie..during level assembly..
i think im not goin take it out liao..
Seriously.
i will spent tons of time learning how to tie a tie.so dun wan learn liao.lol.


ok.Watever.
Damn.A box box appear from nowhere again.
nid ask liao.LOL
But v. interesting........ HEEEEE =.= *FAINT*


Thanks Debbie n minxue.........(:
Thanks debbie the most..U made everything perfect......
Cnt thank u enough..Love ya...

Jasmine..Jodi...Sancia!!
LOVE U THREE(:
Plus..some others...
(:


BYE(:

-U-

OLAA EVERYONE!!!!

Today after sch went fern lounge wif debbie,pearlyn n jj do hw..Then found out i dun hv hw!!! YEA~

LOL.

Then stayed thr chatting(waste of time.i noe)

Till eh..Um... 3plus ba..Then went home...Only to found out tt our home door(not gate) is locked n i dun hv the key for it!!!! ARGH

Homeless.Then went NP library read bks lor..Haix.

Im HOMELESS.lol T.T

Aiya. TT ALL????

Nth to blog at all.

Lol. Zinger..one more mysterious ppl appeared again..

LOL. i love this kind of surprises..Like hell..But At least give me some more specific clues cn??

==

Clueless who passerby n zinger are.......

Zinger...The KFC burger??

lol..HAAAAAA.

I dunno how to find u two.... =.=

Seriously..I feel lifeless today..

ARGH...

heart misses a beat.

The feelin i nvr had.

It ended today..when it jus started..

Haix.

Worthless waiting for u. But i cnt stop it. ):

Ola!!!
Um..Many things happened...
Last..Eh...Saturday(i think)
When library wif QL,MX,Her bro and jess(:
Went thr eat lunch.
Met Wantong thr!!
Told him to join us eat..yea..
We was like a bunch of mad ppl at the food court.
Chattin damn loudly coz too excited liao...
Pri sch friends..Then chatting bout Sec sch..Blah blah blah..
Then went library..LOL
The librarians were like vvv. pissed off coz we tok too loudly then in the end din borrow books jus go thr Chit chat LOUDLY.HAAA.
LOL.Went EACH A CUP after tt..
Buy bubble tea.Bought Grape yougurt(:
Wantong n jess bought other drinks.
Then Went to popular (still chatting everynow n then,keep on stopping in front of shops then chit chat......heeee)...nid buy stuffs.
Then we wan finish our drinks uotside first.So standin at the gate drinkin.
Then we challenge wantong to touch the celling...Then he was like. V. gangster..Lol.
Wearing sch uni, tucked out.
Then put the bag down.in front of public.Then jumped. ==
LOL.
Kept slipping out the yougurt. ==
Then wantong was like eh. Playin wif the straw.Then the drink suddenly spill out alot..Then me n QL immediately turn around, then walk into popular.LOL
V.embarrassed ==
(Imagining me n QL at the same time turning around n walking into pop..lol)
Haaa.
Soorrrrryyy wantong for leaving u behind.lol
But in the end we went bck la.wantong use tissue go wipe the floor..Minxue bro aso hlp..Good boysss..lol..
Then after this incident,We was laughing like mad.==
Kept on laughing n laughing.
Bunch of mad ppl outside popular.
HAAA.Long time had such gd laugh ler... T.T
WUUU~~~~



Ytd My bro n minxue bday!
Happy bday~~~
Went to mx house.
Got a surprise for her..
Ql bought a cake.......
Then me, jess n ql was like HAPPYYP BIRTHDAY!!!
When Mx open the door~~~
bought my bro and Ben 10 stationery set..LOL.And a sweet.
Since he likes ben10 so much.lolooooll.




Today..
This two days stayed bck after sch for hw...
Prefer doin hw at sch...
Yea..
Coz the environment ba...
Then keep on re-tryin
all the maths ques i dunno..Try till i noe..(IM PROUD of my determination KAYS??) lol.
yea..
At home will get damn irritated when dunno how do maths ques...But at sch. No leh.Enjoy doin hw at sch.Im siao... lol
Yea.
So.
Will be stayin bck at sch for hw everyday ba..Unless got sth on till v. late..
Normally go the fern lounge or library..provided library not v. noisy..
Stimes library v. noisy der lor... ==
So..Fern lounge ..Yea.Though v. warm. But fern lounge v. quiet..No one der.....
Eyelidssss dropping now.But havent colour finsih my geography notebk..Haix.
Spplyyyy~~
Luckily tml cn slp 1more hour.
*Yawn*
Bye.
Goin do my stuffs.




-It is not over yet, But thanks debbie for giving me a new beginning....
the first step aint tt bad(: Really..Thanks... (: I'll handle myself from now...Love ya~Deborah(: -

-Its not lost n i've grabbed the chance.-
I Will Not Regret.

ola.Everyone!
==
dunno whr to start..
-thinking in process-
Um..today CCA bazzar.
V. siao one.........
Me, Jas, Sancia, Jodi.
Keep on gettin "squeeze" by snrs..
All crowding around us telling us to join their CCA.lol.
SIAO!
Haa.
Deborah n pearlyn. Saw them at the band thr.so go join them. (leave the 3girls alone.LOL. SORRRRYYY!!) :P
cnt play clarinet.UGH.
No matter how hard i tried.Thn cn play flute! YEA~
heeeeee.
Thinkin of joining band.
But parents encouraged me to join Drama.
Both i like alot.
So dunno which one to join.
In a dilemma Again ==
ARGHHHH....
aiya.
Will think over it.CAREFULLY.
Dun wan regret later on.......

Sec sch is fun.But i still prefer my pri sch life......
mayb havent adapt ba.......
Everytime after sch take bus...V. comfortable...lol...Air con after a tired day at sch..lol.
HAA.make me wan slp..ZZZ==
Today tcher taught stuffs......
New topic for maths......................
Goin revise it over again.coz cnt absorb leh.While listening to tcher, copying notes at the same time.....
Im a slow learner.lol....
Ya.
Fact i think.
Who wans be my "tutor"???????????
Free of charge....
Haa(:
I'll love u to death..
lol..no la. jking.........
...
...
...
...
...
Wat else???????
Um..................



-u r one of my motivation..................-
-Suddenly found out tt our connection is lost again ):
But im hoping tt i'll find u once more(:
COZ IM GOIN GRAB THE CHANCE FOR SURE!!-





BYE~!
-like u-

Ok. ola.
Argh.
Finally put the tagboard in.
I changed soooo many blogskinssss but cnt put the tagboard in.
WTH.
Finally cn liao.
Watever.
BYE.

-I found out tt i've not lost the connection...
Glad...to...noe...tt... (:
Grabbing the CHANCE!!!!-

ARGH.
SHIT. change the blogskin.
But in the end cnt put the tagboard in!!!!!
PLS.
if u wan tag me.
Sorry.
Pls tagggggggg me once i put my tagboard on.
argh.

ola (:
Two days after sch starts ler..
So far..Great (:
But V. tired lor..
everyday soooo early wake up take bus to sch then like 5 or 6plus then go home..These two days orientation.. Ya..
So din study!!
Yuhoo~
But tml normal lesson starts ler..So nid CHIONG liao.. Ugh.
==
I still wan play leh...
aiya.Suan ler.
goin wrk damn hard!!!!
HAAAA

ytd CCA selection...
Then selected by the basketball coach...
I was like "WTFFFFF?"
i mean.I din join any sports for CCA or learn any sports. n i din learn basketball b4.And how on earth did the basketball coach select me..ArGH
And im not interested in basketball AT ALL.
*FAINT*
ARGH
ARGH
ARGH
WTH.
Goin to See the tcher in charge tml..Tell her dun wan join.. ==
I dun wan to be stuck with the CCA i have no interest in for whole 4 yrs leh......
Not tt basketball not gd...NO INTEREST OK?
Ok. im repeating everything again n again ==
haix.

Sec sch turn out ok for me..
Got friends..All girls..lol..
i tried tokin to guys..But the boy friends say tt he is flirting........
Tokin to opposite sex does not means FLIRTING okay?????????
Boys r sooo sensitive.Jus makin friends ma.
like tt flirt...
WTH.
Aiya.
Tired. im tired.
So slpy...................But not goin slp so early.....................
bout 10?(i noe it is early for some of u.But it is normal for me.)
okay.My bedtime...lol.
HAA.
==

ok.BYE.
Chiong AH!!!
Jiayou.Jiayou.Jiayou.





-I SUDDENLY FOUND OUT TT I HAVE LOST THE ONLY CONNECTION WE HAVE BETWEEN US!!!!!-
OMG.HAIX.
Kind of regret din tok to u....Earlier on...



BYE

OLA, everyone!

Tml starting of sch~~~

hooooooo..heeeeeeeee.SEC SCH!

kind of lookin forward to h/w ==

n CCA.lol

and the busy-ness.

too bored liao.

Feelin so damn excited now.

Coz the passerby is my snr!!!

(haaa)But not sure whether he/she is the one who encouraged me.. ==

Two passerby?

or jus one?

HAAAAAAAAA!!!!!

New misson in YTSS: find the passerby(s)......lol..HAAAAAAA.

HEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Im goin find u.............Give me some clue pls????

lol...no la.

Excited.Excited.Excited.Excited.Excited.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok. Nth to post liao. Bye!!!

Happy EARLY birthday to Jacky xu jia sheng!!!

WHO R U??????