Deep inside , we both know that it shouldn't end like this .

OLA . Happy (: , im really happy recently . Being with my cc team and laughing like some mad people every single day is awesome . We laugh at the most retarded things and hweesi's laughter never failed to make us laugh too . Contagious laughter (: . There were times when we got so pissed off and started quarreling , when our morale was so low and there wasnt anyone to boost it , when we felt the sense of satisfactory and we went around shouting , when we give each other a BIGBIG smile and assured everyone that everything is gna be alright .

Competition in just 3days time , we will do it ! :D Come on , we got to win this and i'm sure we will ! WOOLALA , we will survive this camp competition okayy ! :D

Ohyes , i witness an incident today and it actually got me to do some reflections on my current life . I was on bus and feeling damn bored . I spotted this 6year old kid on the bus with his parents and around 4year old sister . His parents let his sister sit alone , while he was sitting on the other seat and his parents in front of them . When the bus stopped , he hugged his sister so that she won't fall . When the bus made a turn , he hugged his sister even tighter and even carried her onto his lap . :')

i should really start caring more about my family members and not staying in my own fucking world once i got home .

Strong.

TANJINGYEE ! (:

You okay ? Hows life at malaysia ? Hows life seeing those teary faces everyday ? Hows life w/o us ? i miss you all so much , miss the crappings and retarded actions , miss laughing every single day with all of you . I miss seeing you all , it has been long since we met up yeah ? (: I know you will be sick of seeing blogpost dedications , but i can't help but write you one . i know we might have said it umpteen times before , but i wanna highlight that WE WILL BE HERE NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS :D

Yes , look , we will stay strong as one and continue moving forward everyday . It has been hard for you , this heart wrenching news and your tight schedule . It's getting stressful , i know , we know . Please don't bottle everything to yourself , it hurts to see you in this state .

Come back soon ! :D We're all waiting for you , waiting to see the annoying bitch back againnnnnnnnnnnn :D ! Anything just gimme a call , i won't mind picking up the phone even though my bill gna overshoot . Hehehe (: .

we love you .

Hate being here .

OKAY , im really getting bored here so i decided to blog . Feel like deleting this dead blog , nothing to blog at all recently . AHAHA . I'm really getting really busy recently , competition trainings , council things , outings etc . WTF , im suppose to relax aft MYE T-T and im getting really lazy okayy .

Had a really great time w jodi and my junior aft council rehearsal two days ago . Went LJS for dinner and had a really long chat w them . They slap some senses into me and the burden is finally gone after so long . The advices and lecture my junior gave me made me respected him alot ( he is 16 though -.- ) , he taught me things that no one really teach me bfore . The things he told me totally made a drastic change in terms of my personality . he made me wna change for the better and i have to . Yes , i thank him and jodi for that (:

Council investiture tml ! :D not really excited for it , but the thought of sec4s stepping is quite sad huh \: Had fun under their lead for council to become a even better place . :D

BYE (:

IM FREE .

MYE IS OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR !

Forget yours.

Happybirthday girls !

CHANFANGLING ♥

CHANFANGLING , it's your birthdayyy ! :D yayyayyy . Hope you enjoy ytd , the fail surprise , the polariods , the tikopek , the neoprints , singing K , the lame jokes that hweesi said . Yes , you btr enjoy okayy ! I throw aside my fucking sci just for you babe (: . You're 14 already ! (: , very fast huh . BE MORE MATURE AND STOP BHB-ing . I think both of us are complain queens eh , we never fail to complain when we both get together . But who cares !

I lovedie the moments i shared w you alright . They're so damn awesome . *points to my heart* , see , all the memories are kept there . NO ONE CAN TAKE THEM AWAY ! (: 1year plus and our friendship is still going on strong .

I love you very muchie ♡

HAPPYBIRTHDAY !

everything is written on my card , so NTH TO WRITE HERE :D

AURORACHAN♥

Aurorachan , i bet you'll be moved to tears after you read Jingyee's dedication post for ya :') . That's one of the sweetest dedication i've ever read okayy ! You're really fortunate to KNOW US OKAY *winks* . :D

Hey girl , i really love you . i love everything bout you , even your imperfections because they made up who you are . i love how loyal you're to your choco milk and chess and how you always give quality work to teachers , and how you always rebutt to the teachers when ya know it isnt right , your -.- face , your " WO BU YAO GEN NI MEN JIANG HUA LIAO . " when you always end up talking to us after few minutes ;D , you trying to stop us when we do sth insane , guess you are the only sane one in our clique uhh ! :D , how you judge people just by their looks but you are always right , how straightforward you are , your helpfulness ! :D YAYAY , no matter how much people think that you ain't fit in our clique , YOU STILL ARE IN OUR HEART OKAY !

PUAHCAILING LOVES YOU ♡

HAPPYBIRTHDAY !