How can i forget someone who gave me so much to remember ?

OLAAA (: . Training was ... suckish today . Last training and we din had the right morale . Hence , our gateway was .... -.- .... totally no confidence for sat yeah \: . Tired max , but i have tons of homework today . Teachers love to give homework at the wrong time . -.- . Damn life huh .

yishuntownfirstcoy . yishuntownfirstcoy . yishuntownfirstcoy . yishuntownfirstcoy .

It's so hard to let go . It's stupid to hold onto something that just keeps hurting you, but it's also stupid to let go of everything you ever wanted.

Yishun Town First COY ! :D

Isn't he cute ? (:

OLA :D ! im running out of pictures to post , no time take pics lahhs . Had north-d training today ! :D rawrs , CHANFANGLING ! PANGSEH US UH :D (L) Today training was really tiring . Chionged gateway like shit . 1hour 1min <: . WE CAN DO ITTT ! :D YISHUNTOWN FIRST COY YEAH ? Must keep repeating so we can win :D . Ms see treated the whole north-d team jollibean aft training . THANKS MS SEE (L)

BYE :D

ALL THE WAY GATEWAY - Hweesi , Huixian , Nada , Fangling , CaiLing (L) ! :D

Life will still be awesome w/o you (:

♥ Everyone loves Jollibean ♥

OLA (: ! Hoohoo , my sorethroat is kinda gone (: , so imma feeling HAPPAYEEE NOW ! :D Yayy . Tried Grape Yogurt Aloe Vera From Ochado ytd . Taste awesome kay :D . I kind of prefer Ochado over KOI nao . AHAHHA :D ! You all should give it a try sometimes . Im suppose to do my holiday homework . But oh well , no mood lah hor . Shall chiong it later on . Wish me good luck . BYEEEEEE :D

Ohfuck , good news : GATEWAY WAS A SUCCESS ! :D Can't wait to see the new design .

Give me all your love .

OLA .

im like feeling so fuckedup now . Im sick . i cant go for sjabflagday , which is the only thing that im looking forward to for this whole week , i cant go for northd training . I cant do my hmwk , i cant talk that much coz my throat is damn pain , i cant do anything but SLEEP -.- .

fml . fml . fml . fml . fml .

OLA ! :D uhhuh , i getting bored to tears so i decided to blog -.- , if not i cant be bother w it anymore (: . CCA today was okayokay (: , expected it to be better though . Maybe coz i was feeling quite down at that point of time . Tying the knots was ... painful ): . Have to pull and apply alot of strength yeah . Im actually looking forward to the full day training next wk (Y) ! One whole day spent w my gateway peopleeee , awesome or what <: . But the thought of tying and dismantling everything made me damn sian can . Ahahaha , i hope that our gateway will turn out well (: . Competition date is approaching . fuckmylife .

Okay , im like crapping here . im bored . im bored . im bored . im bored . im bored . im bored . im bored . im bored . im bored . im bored . im bored . ): .

Life isnt exactly awesome -___- . But i cant do anything currently . No mood at all . Emotionless . Life reallyreallyreally sucks .

BYE .

And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me ; Everyday I will remind you .

Fight till forever (:

Sing till highhigh agn kay ? (:

YKNW. THE EXCITEMENT YOU GET WHEN YOU KNOW THAT YOU ARE GNA SEE SOOOOO MANYYY CUTE KIDSSSS TML ?! YEAHYEAH . I CANT SLP NOW . IM SO FUCKING EXICTED . YAYAYAY . I LOVE KIDS YEAH . IM GNA KIDNAP THE CUTEST ONE THE HOME . DUN SNATCH FROM ME . HE/SHE IS MINE . YAYAY . TML TML TML . YAYAY .

OLA (: ! Heritage trail turns out so much better than i thought it would be (Y) ! :D Bus ride w Jodi . Our epic conversation - Miss diyana heard everything . Shitmylife ): . I think she knew both of our secrets now T-T . We were sitting directly behind Ms Diyana and once the both of us settle down , we started blabbering non-stop . -,- . AND WE FAILED TO NOTICE THAT WE SPOKE TOO LOUDLY . AHHHH . oh whatever , who cares (: . Our conver rocks the shit off (Y) . Wild imagination (Y) ! :D ilovejodiwong ! (: (L) .

YAYAY . Group 4 rocks the shit off yeah . We brought the most snacks there (: . PICNICCCCCC ! :D We did so many epic things together ! :D Boomboomboom . Left right left right left right . AHAHAHA . we stomped our feets while walking so that we can get rid of the red ants -.- . retarded or what ?! But our coordination is good okayy :D . And We tio scolded by tcher for being noisy . ): . HEHEHE . Everyone crowded around poor zhongquan to snatch away all his tidbits (: . BWAHAHAHA . MY GROUP IS AWESOME YEAH ;D . rofl (Y) .

Had KFC w sancia , jingyee , aurora ! :D LMAO . We mixed everything the leftovers all together . Eeyer -.- . Fun time w them ! :D went back sch (AGN) ! OKAY . EVEN MORE EPIC THINGS HAPPENED . YAYAY .

IMMA HAPPY GIRL TODAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY ! ;D

I LOVE THEM ! :D

OLAA (: ! Damn life huh , totally screwed it recently . Oh well , i've learnt to stay happy and not put on a fucking mask everywhere i go . STAY STRONG PEOPLE <3> North-D training today . Totally disappointed with our ideas and stuffs , it goddamn hard to really draft out a gateway that works . People broke down , quarrels , misunderstandings . But everything will be alright ! Yayayyyy (: !

im losing my interest in blogging . BYEEE . -.-

I regretted , alot (: . But yknw what ? it's too late . I had this perfect chance standing right bfore me , for months . MONTHS . i just treated it as though its invisible and refused to take a good look at it . I don't even give a damn about it and tried to deceive myself by thinking that i dun like you . Stupid or what ? Surprisingly , i did it . yayy . happy or what ? i was happy . But now ? im not (: . i realized how blind and dumb i were , for not cherishing this chance . Now i lost it , i felt so bad ... i failed to treasure this awesome guy right in front of me :D .

I was looking through all the msgs i stored in my phone just now . okay , i admit i do read them every night . They motivate me to strive for the better EVERY SINGLE DAY . Heheh , shocked ?

Im so fucking piss at myself when i read those msgs (: . i . actually . lost . such . a . great . chance . i hate myself .