OLA ! Din really have any mood to update recently . heheh :) Life has been great recently , with guides training and outings with my friends (L) ! Went Escape with Elaine , Jacky , Roy on 24/11/10 . I miss them tons alright , esp elainnneee <3>

i almost cried when i went in the haunted mansion -.-' omfg. i was the only one screaming inside . And in order to make me open my eyes and look ard the haunted mansion .. we went in for 5times . SOORRYYYY :) im fucking scared of ghosts alright . laugh at me for all you want . stop judging me . Elaine kept on pulling me inside , i was holding onto a pillar there . Embarrassing ttm !

OMGG . See the first two pictures ? Got a longlong story behind it :) COOL (Y).

Heheh . The four of us was on the viking ship when the opposite side started screaming like some mad person -.-' and the 3strangers behind us started screaming and yelling too . LMAO ! Elaine and I joined in and we kind of have a stupid 'competition' . LOL ! kept screaming and screaming . *soreeee throatttt* AHAHA ! niceniceee . Then we met the 3 of them at different rides and we started talking to each other . heheh . Requested to take pictures w them ! woohoo . They are friendly , i swear ! One of them added us on facebk . awesome max \m/ !

Made new friends at escapeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! wootss :) The day turned out nicer than i expected . (L) ! Hope can meet up w them again :)

Camp coming ! going guides and council camp from 30nov - 4dec . dun misss meeeee (:

i wan a fsquare outing .

Buhbye :)

OLA :D

Went Kits4Kids at Telok Karau . Seriously , i think it really causes me to have alot of mixed feelings . I have to admit i was quite intimidated by the kids at first for some of them are really hyperactive , while some of them are really quiet as if they have autism . Well , kits4kids is a school whereby they enrolled kids ranging from 18months old to 18years old :) Esp for kids with special needs .

I did not dare to interact with them . But after a while , i found out that they are just like normal kids . They play , they jump ard , they smile at ppl they know . Just that some of their actions are weird :X i really liked their objective ," We believe every child can learn . " People will look at them using different perspective , and hence , those kids will always be the ones that are being left out .

Seeing the smiles of the kids , seeing them grab your hands and jump ard , seeing them sitting on your laps suddenly and smile at you , seeing them being so satisfied with just simple and little things like sandwich making ... it really warms my heart . I was so touched when a cute little boy offers me his biscuits which was meant to be his tea-break ( i suppose ) . He is really generous alright . :) We spent alot of time interacting w the kids , talking to them , playing w them . They were really cute and have a good heart :) . There was this group of boys . They are hyperactive , keeps on jumping and talking and could never sit still for a second . Ahahha , i swear they can be really fun . They are very enthu when it comes to playing games and as long as you talk nicely to them , they will cooperate with you . There was this quite good looking yellow shirt boy . He is damn quiet . No matter how hard i try , he still ignores me *heartbreak* D: .

There are all kinds of children there , but what you have to do is , treat them sincerely , talk to them nicely and treat them like normal beings and they will be alright .

A bright smile + A sincere heart + being friendly = trust gained from the children :D

Dun ever look down on children , you will gain alot of knowledge from them :)

FOOTPRINTS IN THE SAND



You walked with me
Footprints in the sand
And helped me understand
Where I'm going

You walked with me
When I was all alone
With so much unknown
Along the way

Then I heard you say

I promise you
I'm always there
When your heart is filled with sorrow and despair
And I'll carry you
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand

I see my life
Flash across the sky
So many times I've lied
And been so afraid

And just when I
I thought I'd lost my way
You gave me strenght to carry on

That's when I heard you say

I promise you
I'm always there
When your heart is filled with sorrow and despair
Oh, I'll carry you
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand
When I'm weary
Well I know you'll be there
And I can feel you
When you say

I promise you
I'm always there
When your heart is full of sadness and despair
I'll carry you
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand

When your is full of sadness and despair
I'll carry you
When you need a friend
I promise you
I'm always there
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand

CAILING HAVE NO MOOD TO UPDATE D:

OLA [:

Today was greattt ;D but i started the day epic-ly . -'- heheh , met Jodi at pavilion at 705am ;D zzz .. Was kind of running late ( im nvr early ) . Whattheheellll , decided to walk to school since the busstop was like empty ? and i concluded that i missed my bus T_T wl , then when i started walking , the bus came .. AND I RAN TO SCH FOR GOODNESS SAKE ! Had to wear stockings and court(?) shoes == .... seriously , at tt point of time is like FML !!! D:

Panting like siao manzxc . Rush to the toliet . AND I TOOK DAMN LONG TO WEAR MY STOCKINGS LO . like really damn long . i have no idea how to wear it -.-' wtff .

hehehh , morning was epic . but everything bcame funnn aft tt. Started to get ready to guide the parents ard the sch ;D and i was like damn unglam wearing my shoes .. it is damn difficult to walk in it alright . and my toes are like breaking . imagine your toes squeezing in a fixed place for hours and you have to bear the pain and SMILE AND WALK :DDD . yeah ;D ahah !

All the parents and students i guided were seriously nice , get along well w them eh ;D actually talking and guding is funnn lo . I mean like AHH . i dunno how explain . try it yourself ;P But the UGs booth were kind of torturing . They took longlong time to explain and i have to stand and wait for the parents , WITH MY TOES THAT ARE BREAKINGGGG . i seriously have to get use to walking in court shoes . ;) oh , but whn im walking i look like a mad woman uh , seriously -- .

Chatted w snrs and friends whn waiting for parents to come . hehehh . rocks ttm . \m/ !

OHYEAH , saw aurora and *ahem* . AHAHAHA . And sherman , me , jodi started teasing her --'

i din even get to sit for hours T_T but its alrightt ! I LOVE OPEN HOUSEE (L) . okay , actually alot nicenice things happened . but ah , lazy elaborate uh . AHAHAHA :D dismissed at bout 2plus ;D We ran out of goodies bags for one and a half hour -- . Thn we realised that alot more in dunno whr . LMAO . started distributing to parents and students . LAAA ! and a parent suddenly stop and ask me and sherman tons of ques . Whatthehell T__T ALOT LEH !

Had a great laugh at longjohn today (Y) !

Buhbye . 20/11/10 (L) .

CAILING IS HAPPY NOW :D

Guess what ? im really tired of leading my life . I WANT TO DIE NOW [:

I dont know if you still read my blog , but if you do ..... Do take your time , i noe it is hard . I've tried it bfore . Dont force yourself to give up pls , dont . It hurts to see you like this . I know i've been really selfish , only caring bout my own feelings . But now , it is time to care bout yours . Dont even try to make yourself giveup , let the feeling slowly fade alright . I know it sucks , i know ......... Thankyou for everything , Sorry for being such a selfish bitch all the time .

“You can shed tears that she is gone,
or you can smile because she has lived.
You can close your eyes and pray that she'll come back,
or you can open your eyes and see all she's left.
Your heart can be empty because you can't see her,
or you can be full of the love you shared.
You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday,
or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
You can remember her only that she is gone,
or you can cherish her memory and let it live on.
You can cry and close your mind,
be empty and turn your back.
Or you can do what she'd want:
smile, open your eyes, love and go on.” - David Harkins .

OLA :DD Picturesss today ;D

Laugh at my fringe for all you like . i know it is HILARIOUSSS !! :D

went kids meadow at woodlands on 16nov ;D Had a great time there , whats more , i've learnt some things from this bunch of k2kids . hehheh , spent alot of time planning activites for these k2 kids . But afterall seeing all their smiles , everything is worth it . I found out that actually simple things can make your day . Even if it is just a smile , a hug . In this modern society , everything becomes so ... GAH ! D: . But if you were to slow down your pace and looked ard , ahh . Everything seems kind of great .

Seeing the kids reminds me of my childhood manzxc . ahahha ;D miss those days uh .

Kind of sad when leaving , had to bade goodbye to the friendly brownies from SiLing Pri . They were damn nice alright . AHH ~_~ . i miss those kids now , and the brownies . Wonder if they miss us ? ahahha ! Another memory etched in my heart . Ilovekids ;D

shan't elaborate more , ltr i get too emotional -.-

buhbye ;D

Everything is over , everything is going be alright .

will update soon .

CAILING IS HAPPY !

- My mum cooked potatoes tonight .

- Council camp grouping is finally out and i love my group !

- My group identity is effing cool :X

-Tml gonna watch MEGAMIND w Ling !!!

AHAAHAHAHA :D

yay , today is a happy day :)

OLA [;

Sorry for not posting a decent post recently . Just too lazy to get my hands working ! ;D ( and now im still damn lazy....)

Alright , life has been boring. I just have no mood to start on my homework , went jingyee house like almost everyday --' , computer is the only thing that i have interest currently . Shucks right ? D: damn life uh . boring ttm (N) . I seriously dunwan to go facebking . But just cant control myself D: CONTROL !!! FML . FangLing is offline -.-' no one to chat with .

Im so not gonna on computer liaos .

LIFE HAS BEEN BORING YEA . GOODBYE PPL .

Very boring .

YTD WASSSSSSSSS AWESOME .

IM TOO LAZY TO TYPE OUT EVERYTHING AND UPLOAD PICS .

If i say i don't miss you , i'm lying .

yea . i miss you .

SPREAD THE LOVE ALRIGHT :D

OLA :D

hoo , went running today morning ;D

tiring -.-' tml gonna run agn ;D woke up at 745am T-T dead tired .

Aft running straight away go cca . YESH . i stinks D:

eew . Was feeling damn sticky and sweaty throughout the whole cca manz .

But i had fun ! (Y) GG rocks ttm . \m/ Pitch tent halfway , rained . AWW . sad ttm .

hoo , nehminds ! had discussion within camp patrol ! :D geez . niceeeeeeeee ! QianYu came ! woots ;D

Aww . Sad . Cannot attend pre camp training on open house D: having outdoor cooking and tons of stuffs ! have council duty . AHAHAH . nehminds . i love both . :D so any is alright !

Ah . how i wish i cn attend both :D

!@#$%^&* going have outdoor cooking next wk . i think . IM SO EXCITED ! :DD

AAHAHAHAHAHAHA . HOOOOOOOOOOOO .

AH . LIFE IS GREAT W GG :D

buhbye :D

OMG T-T

IM BEING SMASHED BY SHUTTLECOCK -'-

nownownowww .

OLAAA :D

Today was epicc + Funn ;D

Out with Sherman , aurora , Jodi to Daiso . hoohoo .

Fun ttm ! AHAHA :D

went ssc . Waited for the shuttle bus at Yishmrt . -'- waited for like 30mins ?!

i screamed when the bus came . LMAO .

Obviously ... They 3 was like -.-' i dunno CaiLing . LOL :D

Daisoed .

Was running late for a council meeting at 130pm .

LOL . We 4 were still waiting for shuttle bus at 1pm .

- CaiLing was on the verge of crying --' -

finallllyyy ! bus came at 1.10pm .

- CaiLing screamed-

Was laughing when going up the bus !! :DD

LMAO . Thn the driver went down... -- ............... and we waited like few mins .

And was like .. 115pm .

WE DECIDED TO TAKE TAXI . since we dunwan to be latelatelate .

LMAO . Waited for taxi . 120pm . finally one came T-T

-CaiLing and jodi screamed agn- -auntie stared-

AHAhAHAH . aurora took the bus instead --'

Damn it , was telling jodi and sherman what happened aft we screamed.

LMAO . And sherman was effing slow in response !

Aft 5secs i said tt story ... He started laughing . LOLLL :D

Anw , had fun in the taxi too :P

talktalktalk .

in the end , din really managed to reach in time . oh well .

nehminds ! :D

im damn lazy to elaborate .

H A P P Y D I E M E .

AHH . ignore all the striking ;D

OLA ! Today is gonna be all-word-post !

Guides was fun today ! :D

hoo , 300th day with girlf .

since she wrote me a effing SWEET LETTER ..

i shall write one for her too ! and for others too , since is like . aww . holidays .

gonna write for 5person i love ttm :D

DEAR FANGLING'GIRLF ,

ola ;D i love you ttm . 300th day today alright ! dangdangdang , hanging out w you never fails to make me happy ! You are so easy-going manzxc ;D hoohoo . ah , dunno whn it started , but we became closeclose ehh ! :D Thankyou for hearing all my rantings sometimes . Thankyou for cheering me up when life seems so suckish D: . Thankyou for knowing that i feel down even if i din tell you anything . Thankyou for the joy , fun , awesome-ness , laughter , rantings , comforting , you have given me . Jiayous in life , and with your "Learn to accept" mentality !

Everything will be alright , girl ! im always here for youuuu . <3>

learn to love potatoes and green kays ! :D LOVE YOU , ChanFangLing ;D (L)

DEAR JODI WONGG !

HOOOOO , feel like writing one for you also ;D (tsk , ltr you jealous) LMAO . jkjk :P blahblah .

lets count the days we met like FangLing kays ! take it as 11months alright ? My first bestie in SecSch . I love you for we do stupid things together , I love you for you are damn hornyy like me ! I love you for i've shared alot of memories with you . I love you for your damn asshole attitude ! I love you for you seems so strong outside but you arent . I love you for you are so easy to understand --' one look and i will noe whatthehell you are thinking ! I love you for the char kway teow incident ( Seriously , LMAO ! ) I love you for you are silly ! I love you for you are awesome . I love you for your height ! I love you for you din noe how to appreciate cold jokes at the beginning . Lastly , i love you for all the things we've done , all the memories we've shared , all the quarrels and obstacles we've been through , for being available at all times !!!

hoohoo , there are still tons of quarrels or whatever shitzxc what for us . WE ARE GONNA BEAT THEMMMM alright ?!!! thinking of all the things we done .. i cnt hlp but smile . I LOVE YOU , JODI WONGGG ! :DDDDDDDDDDDD hoo , must think positive kay ;D

DEAR JINGYEE !

I hate you for being so annoying EVERYTIME . I hate you for snatching my food . I hate you for your barkings ! I hate you for teasing at me . I hate you for your loudloud laughter . I HATE YOU TTM ! Guess what ? i cannot bring myself to hate you ;D . You make my life awesome with you bigbig smile and laughter . You make my life awesome for snatching my food and teasing me ( reminded me tt i have to jian fei :P ) You make my life awesome using your barkings . You make my life awesome for letting me know that you are always thr for me . You make my life awesome by giving me advices etc . You make my life awesome by telling me cold jokes . You make my life awesome because i've never met any girl like you . You are special ! :D

Hey , I LOVE YOU TTM alright ! <3>

DEAR AURORA !

OLAA :DD heh heh . DANG . i love all the nicknames i've given you ;D nice right ? ahaha .

gah , i've seen drastic change in you after joining us . seriously . i hope they are good changes . :D from a i-wan-to-study-for-my-whole-life-dun-bother-me-i-wan-to-STUDY girl , you changed to i-wan-to-study-for-my-whole-life-but-i-wan-to-have-tons-of-fun girl ! :D hoohoo . i love those changes . :D although you can be emotionless stimes --' , but oh well . i still love you ;D

You are so fun to be with , like seriously ! so good to bully :P ahahahah ! okayy luhh ! i love how you will give me study tips , draw out a timetable for me ! ahaha , i din disappoint you right ? my eoy results :P AURORA CHAN ! i've nvr regretted having you as my bestie . N E V E R .

LOVE YOU <3

WHEEEEEEE ~
Hellohellohello ! Guess who i am ! ;D
CAILING'S AWESOMEST FRIEND .
CHANFANGLING ! (L) x 100000000 !
Bwahahahahaha ! I have no idea what to do so im here .
CRAPPING YEA (:
You can skip this post if you dont want to read ! ;D
But Im sure people wanna read my post ! Bhb me :P
15 more minutes to 299th eh ! ;D
I seem so hyper here ! Dont know whyyy !
:D
Hmmmm .
Listening to dynamite now .
[ I throw my hands up in the air sometimes, saying AYO , FANGLING'S AWESOME . ]
Bwahahahah Im crazyyyy ! ;DDD
299th !
Awww finally tired ! :D

CAILING IS A GREENIE PRATATO WHO SELLS POTATO TISSUES .
ANDAND CAILING LOVES FANGLING ! ;D
Lmao ! ^^

OLA !

Out with Qingle , jess , minxue today ;D

MUAHAH .

Went np lib for a while . thn went SSC for minxue's tracing paper :D

LMAO . Daiso-ed ! woots . Jess bought a packet of tidbits .

FRIED POTATO (L) !

yumyum . tastes good . AHH . POTATO FTW !

Walkwalk at SSC . LOL . Spotted a effing cool lolly machine .

Insert 1dollar - press start button - press stop - thn you will win lollipops !!

maximum number of lollys is 5 and min is 2 :D

tried w it and i've got 2 ! whatthehell ~ 50cents for one lolly thn ;D not bad uh .

Qingle got 3 ! but in the end the machine gave us 5 ?! Wooots .

one lolly for 20cents . DAMN NOT BAD UH !

We were like screaming when Qingle got 5 of the lollys .

aww , love tt machine ttmmmm !!!!! AHHAHAHA. gonna play agn next time .

MUAHAHA ! :DD

I miss them tons . (L)

aww .

Buhbye ;D

OLA !

Changed blogskinnn ! ;DDD

chio blogskin (Y) . though kinda emoemo =.=

SEE THAT EFFING SMALL TICTAC ?

Costed 40cents nia . Whatthefuck .

Cool ttm . is like .. same size as an ERASERRR !!

AHHHH . okay . im just making a big deal out of it .

but oh well , it is seriously damn cool .

IM GONNA CHANGE BLOGSKINNNNNNNN !!!! :D

yay .

okay . din recently post anything recently .

typing a few words in a post and making it large is nicee ;D

love doing it

GG camp !!!

P R A T A T O !!!! <3

dang , i suddenly miss fsqaure .

:DDD

I suddenly rmb i still have a sticky lolly in the fridge ...

ILOVEREADING !

I'VE FINALLY SORT IT OUT !

THE OLD CAILING IS BACK !

LIFE IS AWESOME !

I LOVE LIFE .

YAY

YAY

YAY

YAY

YAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

‎"If you love somebody, let them go. If they return, they were always yours. If they don't, they never were.”

IM SO FEDUP by the stupid scrapbook .

- i have to draw and write everything out for my printer ran out of ink .

- i have no idea if my guide tcher will accept my scrapbk since it is drawn .

Whatthefuck .

AND I CANT FIND MY CRIME PREVENTION BOOKLET.

pissed . fedup .

GRR >:

I just feel like giving up stimes .

Give up trying to think if we are still your ____ .

Give up on everything .

FML .

Guides tml .

(Y) .