FILIAN ! HAPPYBIRTHDAY ! :D

I know im awesome ! I even dedicate this post to you lehh (: . Stay happy , strong no matter what happen ! SMILE ! Like the smiley faces above ^^^^^^^^ . Cutee right , you smile more thn can be as cute as them liao . LMAO :D

OLA (: . School tml , sian max (N) . Tests coming up alr , ohmygod ah . I spent my weekends on lappy ): . Totally wasted my precious timetimetime . Doing my science revision now , nth really goes into my head . So i ended up blogging -___- . how wonderful . I really hate sundays manzxc . AH . HOPE I'LL SURVIVE THIS WEEK ! :D

Byebye (: .

You've gotta learn to laugh at life's little difficulties. –Robby Ray

I never wanna leave this awesome patrol (L) . -Hazel not included in pic- (:

OLA(: . Life aint awesome at all , i swear . THINGS ARE LIKE HAPPENING EVERYNOW AND THN . i have to live in fear everyday . Sigh . Had another round of selection for thinking day color party . Torturing , tiring , bullshitzxc , scoldings , shoutings . But at the end of the day , i still managed to scrap through this tough selection and get selected (: . Schedule is more packed now , with all the trainings . I have to learn how to cope (: , or else im gonna cry -__- . Heard that the instructor is fucking strict , she expect only PERFECTION . Just experienced it earlier on . No joke -_- . JIAYOUSSS (Y) .

Girlguides was fucking awesome ytd . Everyone just went hyper :P Maybe it was the sec1s that made us like this (: . AAHAH . Sitting in the middle of parade square , with our butts burning , SINGING SONGS ! :D . Cool or what ! :D . (L) . Those were the moments when my life seems alright . (:

I've turned everything to smiles , joy and laughter . Thats why my life always seems fine (:

I din know getting an assessment book can be that frustrating(:

I want to love you , but my brain told me i cant (: .

i really want to , but ... there are too much things disrupting my feelings .

i dun have a choice , boy . i dont have .

It is fucking disappointing , do you know that ?

OLA (: . AWESOME PPL GIMME THIS AWESOME KITKAT ! -happyhappy- AHAHAH (: . Whats more its GREEENNN . Fucking nice green \m/ Damn nice cans , dun jealous (: ! :D EATING THE LAST ONE NOW ): . Shall manman enjoy it (: .

BYE (:

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OLAAAA ! (: . No photos today (: . Photo quality kind of sucks ): Sorreh (: . AHAHA , council duty was ...... THE BEST EVER ! ;D AAHAH . My day started off in a fucking epic way (: . My sis and I was running late . LOLS . met Wejie and jodi at northpoint (Y) ! :D Blazer rocks , but it traps heat ): Eeyer ! :D "This way pls , " "Pls walk here , " " No , here , " -____- . LMAO LAH . Just keep on repeating these few sentences during duty xD . BUT AWESOME TIME AT NEESOONEAST CC (: ! Dinner was OMFG (: . Had a fucking great shock at escalator and screamed . LOL . AHAAHA . i ran ard KFC and calmed myself down for i was on the verge of vomiting out my food . OHMYFUCKGOD LAH . LOLS . What happened there is seriously damn kp for _____ (: . YAY ! IVAN , CAIWEI , JIKANG - WE ROCKS THE SHIT OFF \m/ . loveyouall .

OHYEAH (: . MY DEAR LCCCC , Caiwei and I sucks at stalking . or maybe its me only . We needa improve on our stalkings ! :D shall plan a perfect route next time . Life is fucking awesome coz of today (: . ILOVEYOU PPL (:

BYEE (: .

OLA PPL . Im getting seriously damn lazy recently ! :) . Life has been revolving ard ... GUIDES ! :D ahahaha , Awesome or what ! <3>IXORA FTW ! we spent our time smacking ppl legs -_- and my thighs has two small bruises thanks to JASMINE -.- . LMAO . Colours today (: . Fucking pathetic , lazy elaborate ! :D Gonna have council duty tml . YEAHHH (: (Y) .

Ahahaha , everyday has been tiring , i can just drop onto my bed aft sch <: . But yeah . Hmwk is always waiting for me ): HOOHOO ! Life can be awesome , think positive yeah ! THOUGH EVERYONE IS LIKE SAYING MY LIFE IS DARN COMPLICATED ! :D My life is in a mess right now . keke , but ahhh . still as awesome at times ! (: Lessons can be quite interesting at times w ppl to talk to (Y) ! :D

Yay , Enjoy life (: !

BYE PPL .

And i just realized epic things always happen w JODIWONG ard (:

OLA (: .

Today marks the end of the sec1 orientation (: , have to start to attend lessons next week , have to start on my hmwk , have to get use to sitting on the asshole chair and listening to monotone voices -__- No photos recently . CaiLing is too lazy to upload :( . Just received another sweet msg , fuck . make me feel so sad .

I din really take any photos , din bring my camera (SAD) . Sec1orientation = Joy , fun , laughter , dsiaoing , gastric , hyper , dsiao , encouragements , sweeeeettts , embarrassment , yishun trail walk , chewing gum , heritage trail , foooddd , cai man ___ pai , stupid tests by ivan to see how slow i am , games . (:

Liferocks w sec1s (: . They are really nice and friendly :D . Though they can get really too 'over' at times , but they still ROCKS MY LIFE \m/ ! i feel like listing out the whole class out -_- shld i ? :>

First wk of sch just ended like this . Fast yeah? (: HOPE I WILL SURVIVE THE LESSOOONNNSSS AND MY LIFE W/O 1e6'11 ! :DD

BYE .

OLA (: .

Im so sorry i let my personal things affect my whole performance today . Sorry . Im gonna give my best shot tml , i promise (: . 1E6'11 ! :D ILY ALL SO MUCH (L) . rock on , juniors :D !

My heart aches everytime i think of you , it is getting a little too torturing , my dear . Hope to see you tml .

The worst thing that can ever happens to you is that people comes and irritates you when you are dying from gastric pain .

i almost died today . =='

Sec1 orientation has been really awesome so far , w awesome jnrs and facilitators (: .

Life is awesome . EVERYTHING IS A W E S O M E . lol . i really have to enjoy this one week -__- . i think i will just die from all the lessons .

OLA (: . School is starting like tml . OMG LAH >: . im not prepared at all . 10plus now , hmwk thrown all over my room , bag not packed yet . im in a mess right now , so luan -'- . I just chiong-ed finish my hmwk (: like finally . This holiday just passed too fast , sigh . School sucks tothecore yeah ? I wonder how imma going to face the teachers and so on . Im so glad that i dun have to attend the 1week of lessons . thankgod :D . But i still have to go back to the bloody boring lessons one fine day . Sigh , life sucks in school ): . I want holiday back so much . i swear i will enjoy every moment of it , rather than just slacking for the two whole months . kind of wasted yeah ? Fml lah . i think i can only slp at 2am tonight , im used to slping this late already . Have to report 640am tml (: COUNCIL (Y) . Hope everything goes well for 2011 ! :D

I feel like dying aft seeing my study table and my room . it so messy -,- .

BYE (: . Hope i will survive !

i hate school , i hate school so much . i think im gonna screw my sec 2 year .

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OLA (:

Yknw , time really flies this year . I did not even get to enjoy my sec 1 life and .. KABOOMMZXC ! Im alr going to be sec2 in a few days time . I hate secondary school ttm (: , really . I have to learn how to adapt to the changes , how to cope w my studies , how to interact w your new friends . When you reaches secsch , people aint that easy to get along . People hate you w/o any reason , hypocrites are everywhere ... It was tough at the beginning , it is still tough now . However , if i were to look at a brighter side , secsch is a new experience . I met alot of true friends , yes , they rocks my life (Y) . When you are down , they are willing to write you a card just to cheer you up . Sweet isnt it ? They are there for you when you broke down , they will give you a big hug and at that moment , everything seems alright . You can always count on them for advices , EVERYTHING . I still remember , i was down w intestine infection ): Jingyee gave me a call and they told me they are gonna visit me (: . aww , i was damn touched yeah . Though they kind of like disrupt my peace -,- . ahaha (: . Secsch is also a place where you can find true friends (: . Alot of things have been going on in this year , alot . Stimes , so much that i couldnt cope w the flow and i just feel like collapsing . I've grown alot in secsch , grown alot , changed alot . People do change yeah ? :) i hope mine is a good one and will always be . I know sec2 is gonna be tougher , but im gonna survive this journey . Jiayous ! :D

i have to learn how to love secsch .

HAPPY NEW YEAR ! 2011 is here (:

a brand new start !

OLA PPL ! :)

okay , i sounded so freaking excited bout 2011 -,- . But actually i hate it alot . HOHOO (: .

i dread 2011 ! :D YAY ! (Y) . Pray that everything will be muchmore btr ! :D keke (: . imma just starting on my dedications . Shitmylife . ): NO TIME BLOG LAH . i want do hmwk leh , but no mood do . fuck . school is starting in 3days time . hmwk not done . shitshitshit . Wish my good luck yeah .

BYE PEOPLE .

i want to learn how to love 2011 .