I dont know if you still read my blog , but if you do ..... Do take your time , i noe it is hard . I've tried it bfore . Dont force yourself to give up pls , dont . It hurts to see you like this . I know i've been really selfish , only caring bout my own feelings . But now , it is time to care bout yours . Dont even try to make yourself giveup , let the feeling slowly fade alright . I know it sucks , i know ......... Thankyou for everything , Sorry for being such a selfish bitch all the time .

“You can shed tears that she is gone,
or you can smile because she has lived.
You can close your eyes and pray that she'll come back,
or you can open your eyes and see all she's left.
Your heart can be empty because you can't see her,
or you can be full of the love you shared.
You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday,
or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
You can remember her only that she is gone,
or you can cherish her memory and let it live on.
You can cry and close your mind,
be empty and turn your back.
Or you can do what she'd want:
smile, open your eyes, love and go on.” - David Harkins .