Jul 31, 2010

如果他是个单纯的孩子

那就让他单纯一辈子

如果他是个美丽的孩子

那就让他美丽一辈子

如果他是个善良的孩子

那就让他善良一辈子

不要教他的太多事

不要说他太多不是

不要让大人的无知

惊动了他美丽的心思

如果他只是个孩子

那就让他活得象个孩子

不要让他聪明得

失去了最初的样子... [:

i am sooo sorry Aurora for wat had happened today. sorrysorry [:

andand. i suddenly found out tt i have really good friends in YTSS :D lol .
after chatting with ____ [:
Eg : Jodi - the one tt does THE MOST STUPID STUFFS like forgetting to add ingredients in her noodle bcoz she __________________ . DAMN EPIC ! :D
LOL . effing random post . lala .

Jul 30, 2010

OLA [:
Gosh. today is a longlong day for me :X
i have to bring 4sets of clothes to sch . how pathetic ~
-PE
-Sch Uni
-Guide Uni
-Class Tee
wth luhh =.= troublesome . i was complaining like siao . But , okay , it doesnt makes any difference....
STUPID . Qi si wo le . okay . Watever .
NDP rehearsal is damn tough today -.-'
After the parade , had to rush to another NDP performance. stupidd . thn have to rush back to parade agn !!! AHH T-T From 1.45pm to 7.37pm . I DIN EVEN GET TO HAVE A SEAT ?! . Wtheck . My legs almost break . My shoulders are aching like siao . AND I STILL HAVE TO BEAR WITH IT AND
STAND STILL for like so long ?!?! wtfuck.
i Seriously have good enduring skills . :X if not im goin to die ==
hell luhh . i was like.. GOSH . okay. Watever. i still manage to endure it for sooo long ^^
NDP rehearsal is seriously damn fun . But reallyreally tough/tiring :X
Lets bear with it ! jiayous [:

I spent like half an hour tying my stupid scarf . Tying , Re-tying , Tying , Re-tying .
Walao ehh . Troublesome . Still cnt get my PERFECT square == . hlped Huijuan to tie too [:
I Jus Tie Once and it is like P E R F E C T - .-
Heckheck . OKAY .Watever.
Anyway . i love tday :D LOL. though im like dead tired now . i cn jus lie flat on my dear bed and go to my dear LALA LAND manz . (:




I PASS MY SCI . :D Jus pass -.-' But. well . im goin to work even harder to Score real well !
Gambatte : D

Nigara Falls <3
















Jul 26, 2010






I woke up from my dream , long ago . But once in a while , the dream will come back ... [:















I forgotten , tt why im hurt :X























Nope . Ur name still does. Trust me [:

















Jul 23, 2010

i wanna give up . trying so hard . so hard .
i cnt see the progress . wat i cn see is only my hard work being wasted.
Wats the point of holding on , trying , when everything remains the same ?!
Eff. i have been trying so hard for one and a half yr .
im so tired. fed up . piss .
the result is jus not thr.
stop telling me u will see it oneday.

COZ .

i wont .
im goin give up trying . okay . i wont .
im goin be determined.
im goin to stay strong . try to do my best.
im goin to learn skills on answering those fucking ques .
im goin to say , " Go , Cai Ling ! "
im goin to try and try and try.
im NOT goin to fail my sci EVER AGN .

U . Stupid / asshole / fucking / WORST subject ever. SCIENCE . im goin beat you in EOY .
Trust me . even if i dun. IM GOIN TO PASS IT !!!!



im so proud of my determination .



OLA ! Long time din blog ler . Was kinda busy :X lalaa . decided not to lock my dear blog . im lazy to click the lock thingy ~
lala . Shall post pics today (; mum cooked LAKSA recently ~ lalaa .


























































ahahaha . i love the pics . though some are not tt well taken LOL (:








lala . I so tired :X There are soooo many things to do recently . esp. revising -.-'
im goin insane if this continues . sooo.. watched Despicable Me with Deb ytd !
The movie was jus marvelous ^^ felt really good after watching it o.O
Hilarious , touching , CUTE movie ~ aWw . :D love it <3>
time to relax eh ? or im goin collasped sooonnn ~ lala.

CCA-ed today (: painted patrol bin and did drilling ! [: love it ~ ahahahah .

byeeee.


im jus so tired stimes ..Do you....feel tired of everything tt is happening around . tired of the things i did everyday. tired, tired , so tired. so tired tt nth happens even when u work so hard. tired of being tired ...........
Don't you ? i do.

i wan to sit down , and rest. [:


Jul 19, 2010

I study so hard stimes till i felt like throwing my books away.
Im afraid of failure . im afraid of disappointment . i force myself to study. Yes , i MIGHT enjoy..but.. i jus dun see the results. Do you noe how disappointing tt is ?

ppl told me to relax , i wil score better if i dun stress myself up .
But . im so afraid tt everything will goes wrong . And Failure.

im so scared of failure....im so disappointed tt my effort doesnt pay off.