Get a life , move on .

The biggest joke in guides - Hweesi :')

The one who is always there for me , Qianyu :')

The one who changed me to become a better person , a braver girl - Murni :')

the most awesome PL - Jasmine :')

Crazy and outgoing girl - Shihui :')

Best patrol on earth , love them so much - Ixora :')

The one who never stops saying , " YOU VERY AUNTIE LEY . " - jolene :')

Chiobu - Nada :')

Best mate , love her so much - Chanfangling :')

Always so loving , always there for me - Jasmine :')

We love mopping ;D

OLAA (: had POP and ROD'11 during last saturday , a really great day . Partied my head off during ROD , long since i've felt this great . It's really fun to hang out with this bunch of Siaozabors , who never fails to put a smile on my face when i'm feeling down and always ready to wipe my tears when i break down . Feel really lucky that i've joined guides , what i intended to join was BAND . LOL , but i ended up selecting guides COZ I DK WHAT CCA I SHOULD GO . Still remember the very first day when i attended CCA , sitting there quietly observing every single person , esp JasmineTan . Hehe . Who knows i actually ended up loving guides ? (: I swear the people there is absolutely funlikecrazytohangoutwith :D Not to forget , the sec4s :D . The ones who get the most credits when it comes to nurturing my batch to become so fuckin awesome la . AHAHAHA , kay . bhb only -.- .

Hahaha , promotion ceremony was scary only . Teared when Angeline ma'am announced my post , glad to say , i've done my parents proud ! :D Congrats to those who managed to receive the post they want ! Combined UG POP afterwards , YILING TURNED THE WRONG SIDE , LIKE PAISEH ONLY LA :D . LMFAO :D . Hope no one spotted it :P .

CCA today , was looking so forward to it . i have to admit it's hard leading a patrol , alone . HAZELLIM , when you come back im gna slap you for pangseh-ing me ): , i almost died . LOL . When the sec1s give you the siandie face and you have no choice but to continue the discussion as you have to submit 2proposals . But i'm sure they will start talking once they are familiar w the new patrol ! YAY :D Really tired after CCA , but it's alright , tired but happy (: !

Speechday rehearsal tml , hope everything turns out well !

byeee (:

So not over you

Currently waiting twitter to load , DAMN LAG CANS . i waited for very long alr -____- . So i got bored and decided to ... BLOG !!!! :D

My family is currently enjoying like some szb at Jurong swimming complex and IM ROTTING AT HOME ): , okay . i shall jio people out later .

Had ROD practice ytd , tiredmax . Went Daiso with FangLing to buy her camp stuffs , having camp next monday , AGAIN -'- . So-not-looking-forward-to-it . ohyesh , met up w huixian aft that and i managed to learn all my dance steps ! :D and i slept damn early ytd . ZzZ , but woke up at ard midnight and couldnt go to sleep D: until an hour ltr .

OKAY , im crapping here . Zomg , twitter isn't loading yet . -'- . SUA , im going out . kthxbye .

You gave me too much to remember .

bigfamily

OLAA (: Back from council camp , had fun (:

1st day - the first thing i did was pumping -.- , attire fail ahh :x . Did alot of things that day (: , identity , cheers and songs , watermelon game (Y) , eattttttttt , movie screening , sharing session , buddha claps for more than 5mins , sharing our inner thoughts , solved problems , sleep , KNOCK IT DOWN , first impression , partied my heads off w my group , games , potato chips , laughter , claps invented , everyday i'm shuffin , juniors that impress meeeee , last min challenge , RESTART !! , biscuits , FALL IN .

2nd day - breadddd , ham , autograph session ;D , workshops , laughing our heads off at the meditators' skit , watching the video made by weijie and laughing at certain parts , memories , cleaning up toilets , qianbian juniors (: , scissors paper stone , junior giving me a pat on my back and saying goodluck :') , act tall peeps , laughing w rizel during songs session , PT , buddha claps ): , discussions , games , balloooooooooooon , captains ball ! , we will win the war (: ! , prize presentation .

Having ROD rehearsal tml , im finally attending my FIRST practice , aft everyone had rehearsed for around 3times -.- . Life is really busy but fufiling :D !

Breathe slow

CAMP CHALLENGE'11 ! :D something cropped up and everyone has to break camp earlier ): . so fucking sad cans , no winner or loser in this competition . Good or bad ? \: Have tons of fun w team , even though there were times when all of us were on the verge of breaking down during this vigorous camp competition . But we still managed to survive this camp , go team ! :D

AHAHAHA , epic times when Hweesi scolded everyone and we ended up laughing at her . Can't blame us uh , she is damn joker , even when she's angry . The whole team did not have dinner the second night coz all our food were uncooked -.- . awesome or what ! Should really buck up on our outdoor cooking . AHAHAHA :D Ohyes , and there were times when the whole team was staring at our food , feeling so goddamn hungry but we still waited for everyone to gather so that we can eat . Some of us even took afew small bites . Hehehe (: . Proud of my team , ms soh wanted us to strike our tent and pitched it again during the first day . But we managed to pull through and not be demoralized and our tent was up the fastest ! :D and there were times when shujian and clare became counsellors and started counseling me because i was so depressed over the fact that our team is lagging behind , i love them ♥ .

it's the team spirit that keeps me going .

Went out w qianyu and fangling again ! (: Watched X-men with qianyu afterwards . SO OMFG AWESOME ! :D And the qianbian qianyu got too emotional and cried . Scare the hell outta me -____- . Dinner with her was EVEN MORE QIANBIAN , tsktsk . she can't stop talking lorh ! But i still love her lah hor ♥ ! hadafrigginfuntimewthem.

Deep inside , we both know that it shouldn't end like this .

OLA . Happy (: , im really happy recently . Being with my cc team and laughing like some mad people every single day is awesome . We laugh at the most retarded things and hweesi's laughter never failed to make us laugh too . Contagious laughter (: . There were times when we got so pissed off and started quarreling , when our morale was so low and there wasnt anyone to boost it , when we felt the sense of satisfactory and we went around shouting , when we give each other a BIGBIG smile and assured everyone that everything is gna be alright .

Competition in just 3days time , we will do it ! :D Come on , we got to win this and i'm sure we will ! WOOLALA , we will survive this camp competition okayy ! :D

Ohyes , i witness an incident today and it actually got me to do some reflections on my current life . I was on bus and feeling damn bored . I spotted this 6year old kid on the bus with his parents and around 4year old sister . His parents let his sister sit alone , while he was sitting on the other seat and his parents in front of them . When the bus stopped , he hugged his sister so that she won't fall . When the bus made a turn , he hugged his sister even tighter and even carried her onto his lap . :')

i should really start caring more about my family members and not staying in my own fucking world once i got home .

Strong.

TANJINGYEE ! (:

You okay ? Hows life at malaysia ? Hows life seeing those teary faces everyday ? Hows life w/o us ? i miss you all so much , miss the crappings and retarded actions , miss laughing every single day with all of you . I miss seeing you all , it has been long since we met up yeah ? (: I know you will be sick of seeing blogpost dedications , but i can't help but write you one . i know we might have said it umpteen times before , but i wanna highlight that WE WILL BE HERE NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS :D

Yes , look , we will stay strong as one and continue moving forward everyday . It has been hard for you , this heart wrenching news and your tight schedule . It's getting stressful , i know , we know . Please don't bottle everything to yourself , it hurts to see you in this state .

Come back soon ! :D We're all waiting for you , waiting to see the annoying bitch back againnnnnnnnnnnn :D ! Anything just gimme a call , i won't mind picking up the phone even though my bill gna overshoot . Hehehe (: .

we love you .

Hate being here .

OKAY , im really getting bored here so i decided to blog . Feel like deleting this dead blog , nothing to blog at all recently . AHAHA . I'm really getting really busy recently , competition trainings , council things , outings etc . WTF , im suppose to relax aft MYE T-T and im getting really lazy okayy .

Had a really great time w jodi and my junior aft council rehearsal two days ago . Went LJS for dinner and had a really long chat w them . They slap some senses into me and the burden is finally gone after so long . The advices and lecture my junior gave me made me respected him alot ( he is 16 though -.- ) , he taught me things that no one really teach me bfore . The things he told me totally made a drastic change in terms of my personality . he made me wna change for the better and i have to . Yes , i thank him and jodi for that (:

Council investiture tml ! :D not really excited for it , but the thought of sec4s stepping is quite sad huh \: Had fun under their lead for council to become a even better place . :D

BYE (: