Cause she got that one thing and i need that one thing

This post is just for CHAN FANG LING. Yes, it is dedicated to her and it is not going to be some typical dedication whereby the writer will list out all the freaking good points of the person and thank her or what. I want to tell CHAN FANG LING that i love her alot alot and she mean a hell lot to me. okay so, our friendship isn't that smooth going at all actually. We have quarrels here and there, and we drift apart often. But we somehow just got the bond back, it's natural. Once we drift away, we will cant help it but return back to our normal close state again. Yes, we do get fed up with one another due to our flaws. No one is perfect anyway, and this often lead to us having slight conflicts. And this time, we had another one. So we just sort of settle it, and yes. I went to school today and saw a card sticking out from my table. I was smiling throughout the time when i was reading the card, i'm so touched yknw!! It's like, i never expected her to write such a long card for me, just to reassure me about our friendship and stuff yeah. I know this is a typical dramatic scene or whatsoever. But her card really mean alot to me, and i just want to tell her through this blogpost, that she stands a important role in my life, and i dont ever want to lose her no matter how bad our friendship maybe. She makes up a huge part in my life, she... is my listener, she is the one that listen to my updates in life so we can catch up with each other often, i don't know how to put it into words. But i know she got that thing in her that is worth fighting for, fighting for it to keep our friendship. i know her, i understand her, somehow. I can't say i really understand her, but at least i do know how she is like and yeah, all these quarrels to maintain this friendship is.. worth it. it will make our friendship stronger, and better :)
Yes so CHANFANGLING!! IF YOU ARE READING THIS, please remember. PUAHCAILING LOVES YOU HELL LOTS (: , even though we are in the same class but we're not ... yeah, you should know (: but it's alright baby! Everything will be great, you're worth my time. xoxo,

Screw the ones who hurt you.

Went scape yesterday, had a celebration for thinking day (: set up a booth for the flea! Scape was flooded with brownies and guides! HAHA. And i spotted this cute brownie and i asked if i can take a picture of her and she posed until damn qiao for me to take! HAHA! Such a cutie ^^
Anw, chiong back to yishun to meet jodi, geraldine and aurora to do identity. Was suppose to go qihua house today, but decided not to, i need a break :/
Really scared and excited for sec3 camp!!! (:

TO THE BEST OF THE BEST

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FILIAN LEE!

Hi you motherfuckingawesome human!!!! :) LALALA, it's your BIRTHDAY AGAIN. YES :) and this time, this year, you're going to step into a new stage of your life, which is going to be exciting and fun i guess :D But taking a step forward to this world means more challenges for you. But i believe that you can do it MUAHAHAHAH, anyway you will be coming back often! YAY :D if anything happens, just leave me a text or stuff, i know i've been really busy recently and it's long since i really updated you, but just remember that i've not forgotten bout you! SORRY :P HAHAHAHA, hope you enjoy your day at home... -.- ROTTING! This year is going to be great for you, think positive always. (: and stay strong and happy no matter what happens. AND, i wish you can get into your dk what pilot course in TP, and get to know more bout your ambition even more! Years from now, i want to be sitting in you airplane and you'll be the captain! YAY :) rmb my free ticket also okay, i no money buy airplane ticket ah :( sorry sir, HEHEHEH.

Sorry this post took like 40minutes later, because i was out. YES YKNW. yeap, and hope that having me in your life ( okk as a friend k ) has made your life even better, and that you never regretted knowing me :) i might not be your best friend, but hope that you're glad to know me ^^ okay i know you are ;)

HAHA, time flies, like what we always say. And definitely, we've been through alot. But im glad our friendship is still going, and having you in my life is the best okay! CHIN UP DUDE!!!! :D :D :D :D

Yess, wish you the very best in everything you do in your life, i can foresee you having a really great future ahead yeah! Life's gna be great, don't lose hope and LASTLY,

HAPPYBIRTHDAY!!!!! ♥

shop till i don't drop

Went town with Elaine and Hazirah today! Didn't buy much, except for 2necklacs, one ring and a high waist short. pfft, wanted to buy some tops. But nothing catches my eyes at all \: , reallyreally hate it when i come home with so little things. Bugis was okay, as usual, i don't know why but i can never buy much at bugis even though there are so many choices for me to choose. Sighhh -____- , so i at KFC for lunch and dinner and i seriously want to be on diet because my friends say i'm growing fat. But i can't help it \:
Chu xi tml!!! :D byeee <3

LIFE'S GREAT BABE!

LIFE HAS BEEN REALLY HECTIC, WITH MY SCHEDULE PACKED. BUT IT WAS A REALLY FUFILING WEEK :)

Had phototaking session, and half of our class ended up playing small games like, 'chop chilli chop', 'i pass the shoe', 'concentration game' etc! OMG, i swear it was super fun and epic with those slow reactions and us having so much fun playing the games. I'm really glad that our class can clique well together as one even tho it has been 3 weeks only. (YAY!) Definitely having a great time with 3e3, with all our jokes and the awesome peeps! School has been soooooo boring, i swear. and i couldn't keep up with all the topics and tests. I failed my test :( BOOHOO.

'we don't need sec3 camp to be bonded, we already is.'

Moving on, students from sagano high school in japan came to our school for a 3hours exchange programme! omggg, it was fucking awesome ♥ The jap students are so polite and try to understand us even tho there was some communication problems between us. They tried to decipher what singaporeans students and saying even though they really don't understand our chimchim english. Really want to fly to Kyoto right now to find them!!

The boys are super friendly towards girls too! :D tried to start conversations as they look kind of left out and they returned us with really wide smiles and polite answers. -screams- I REALLY WANT A LONGER EXCHANGE WITH THEM. the 3 hours has been GREAT, we had a tour around the school, exchanged name cards, playing games. I reallyreally like the way they always make the effort to let us feel that we're being appreciated. (:

Realized that they are not used to eating spicy food cause they couldn't finish their curry puff and was gulping water! HAHAHAHA, threw them away instead :( sighh, really miss them so much. It was good to get to interact with foreign students when their lifestyle are completely different from ours. Never get bored talking to them! :) LOVE THEM TTM ♥♥♥

ANDDDD, for the event that my two partners and i have been preparing for... CNY CONCERT!!!! :D Was the emcee and i swear my legs feels like jelly when i saw the students streaming in. WALAO EH D: we did screw up, but im really glad that joel was super flexible when it comes to situations like last minute changes to script! really relieved to have him. OHYESSS, and we three has tons of fun during rehearsals, often end up laughing at backstage and hence, not really serious. LMFAO. tried to learn how to shuffle but i end up like some monkey dancing. THAT WAS WHAT VIRESH SAID -____- screw him. AND ELAINE NOSTRILS OPENING SUPER BIG WHEN SINGING! HAHAAHAHAHA, omg! joel and i laughed like some mad person when we saw that. Seriously, this event has left alotalot of memories for me :') it's over like finally, and i really hope we did a good job!! Another experience gained baby! :)

yessss, gained alot of experience throughout this whole week and had soooo much fun despite all the stress and not being able to catch up with my work. It's time to settle down, WHEN IT'S WEEK 3 ALR! HAHAHA, jiayou cailing ;)

HAPPYCHINESENEWYEAR PEEPS!

lazy lazy lazy

HELLOOOOOOO. Long day today, had school(obviously), then chiong to take chinese test and thennnnnn chiong to CCA again! :( After that had dinner @ pastamania with this big clique of mine. And we had fun as usual ;) , even though we always xiasuay ourselves in the public. But aiyaaa, who cares?! :D HAHAHA, really hope to hang out more with them <3 awwwwwww.
Life is @$$&&**(()%@! i really don't want to screw my secondary 3 year up, especially when it is so important. But i just cant get the mood to study/do my homework.
Life has been a disappointment too, but i will get over it and move on with life sooner or later :) and im glad that there are people out there who feel the same as me. (Y) AND TO TSX, cheerup!!!!!!!!!! AIYA, you be our leader okay?! :D You're the best in all our hearts, YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!
siao, tml have BMW walk. idk wth is that, but ya -___- have to wake up super early, it is gna be another fun day with my council peeps <3 bye!

Why did we ended up like this ?

Tough week, but i survived. It is only week 1, upper sec life seems so tough.
Keep going cailing , xoxo .