GIRLF HOUSE WAS AWESOME . BUT SHE FREAKED ME OUT . EFF HER , I LOVE HER ! :D

OLA (: It has been long since i had a proper update :D Just cant get the blogging mood back (: . Was browsing through pictures of clique on facebk just now (: awww , i rmb our breakfast at yakunnn :D ! I added lots and lots on pepper into aurora's half-boiled eggs -.- . And she went kinda mad and all the naggings cameeeee . :D keke . FnN ! :D We made the cornflakes thingy :D Rmbbb (: ? i took a damn chio pic w jodi (Y) ! One of our chioest kayy :D Laughs . Miss those times . yayayyy , cross country ! Aft Aurora went to get her medal , i took a picture of her w it and her favourite obsession - choco milk (Y) ! I still had that picture in my phone (: . Those are the littletweenytiny things that made up my sec1 life :D . Life has never been smooth going , but these joy just keep me going :D . ILOVEJODIWONG , TANJINGYEE , AURORA CHAN ! ♥

Last training w sec4s today . Fast isnt it ? (: . i wasnt expecting them to step down this soon . I will always rmb IXORAAA ! (: Jasmine-the noisy one , Stephanie-the funny and anti-social one , Darla- the one who talks to herself , Czarina-the one who cracks jokes at random moments , Hazel-the violent one , Me ! :D ♥ They made up who i am in guides now . I thought my life in guides was gna be real boring when i first get to interact with my patrol . Hazel and Czarina just totally gave us the sian face (Which obviously made me sian too). Jasmine and Stephanie somehow ran out of topic halfway through and there was this awkward silence between us . But our patrol ended up being so cool :D . We were the patrol that slacks the most - poking bluetacks and laughing at how weird we are and smacking people legs when we are bored , not serious during most of the time , seldom clinched first for inter patrol competition . But at the end of the day , our patrol was the one that laughed the most , shared the most joy and laughter . :') ♥ I kept on telling my patrol sec1 guides how awesome we are . But i doubt they gettit (: , coz all of us ended up laughing halfway through our sharing session :D . Yeah , im gna miss this patrol alot . The memories we've shared - i just simply cant express all of them through words . (:

Thanks IXORA (: . JASMINE ! You've been a wonderful PL :D i mean it :D . ILY (: ♥

STEPHANIE ! PSPSPS :D the only one who din join us when we were poking bluetacks (: RMBBBB ? Yeahh , but i still loveyou as much (: ♥

Training was fun . As usual , everyone went hyper . (: . Everyone just slacked for the knots and lashing part :P , but they get serious when it comes to making cards for seniors . Captains ball was cancelled due to bad weather . But it did not dampened our mood ! (: Singsation turns out to be one of the best part of today training . (L)

Byeee (: Life is still awesome though i screwed my papers :D !

LIMQIANYU . THIS IS FOR YOU , as i promise . ILOVEYOUSOMUCH ALRIGHT ! :D YAY , lets go crazy over jjlin again , starts to camwhore near the guard post yeah :D !

TERM TESTS ARE DRVING ME CRAZY , SERIOUSLY .

I want those hell trainings back ;

My babeee ! (:

Cute or what (: !

When we were on the brim of tears :')

We were trying to show how high our socks are -.- HELL TRAINING AT HQ !

OLA ! :D thinking day colour party was success ! (: . Success had never felt so sweet , we din expect everything to go so smoothly ! BELINDA , FANGLING , ME ! :D thanks for everything (: . one month or so actually went past so quickly . We all dreaded going to HQ , those hell trainings made us half dead everytime . WE ALL WANTED THIS THING TO END . At the moment when the emcee marks the end of the thinking day , this sudden gush of emotions went through me . WE'VE GOT THROUGH IT (: . But guess what ? i missed those tranings now , i want those moments back , those scoldings from ms hanznah (: . Awesome experience , really (: . i've met new friends , pushed myself to a even higher level whr i won't even dream of me reaching , i've gained alot of experiences and brushed up my drillings . I learnt how to love life and enjoy these torturous trainings .

I've never ever regretted joining color party ! :D

Ytgg ftw ! :D

Thinking Day color party ftw ! :D

CUTE (: !

OLAOLA ! :D . Life aint awesome at all ): . hell no ): . Tests coming up alr , have to chionggg uhh (: . Not much time for blogging . Sorryyyy ppplll ! (: .

IM SO FUCKING PROUD OF YOU (: ! (Y)

I want to go back to the time when my life still revolves ard playground .

Im a happy girl when i get to play swings and slides ! (:

CHANFANGLING ' GIRLF ! (L)

Girlf ! (: . This post is for you kayyy (: . must tag me aft reading hor (: . Dun so stressed up , dun so emo , dun keep zoning out , dun keep sad face , dun keep ' I VERY SIANZXC ! ' , dun keep ' I want die liao ' . Dun die kays , i'll be fucking sad T.T !!! Must stay happy and smileeeee forever no matter what happens hor ! I knw you cant handle all these things at once , yeahh(: . My things are getting out of control too . hoohoo ! But nehminds :D , its alright ! You must learn how to cope w it and try to handle your stress yeah ! Yknw what ? i miss your cheerfulness hell lots ): . PUAHCAILING misses your siaoness , cheerfulness , your msgs with SMILEY FACES :D in them yeah ! Rmb how you used to be like ? keke (: . Our heart to heart talks and complaining sessions :D . It has been long since we had one yeah ?

Throw everything away aside , sit down and think , THINK . Clear your thoughts , maybe you will find out that things aint that messed up in your life ! :D . Dun keep on thinking how busy you are , think of how fulfilling your life is with all these activities going on . (: . Think positive always . YOU HAVE ENOUGH TIME . IT JUST DEPENDS ON HOW YOU MAKE USE OF IT ! :D

Jiayous babe (: ! I'll be here always ! :D As always , i love you sososo much (L) .

Yknw what warms me most ? It is when my girlfs are there for me , even if their life is in a mess , Via ebuddy , msgs . Jodiwong and TanJingyee (: . Thankyous so much , those advices help alot , really (: . This is really hard , isnt it ? I know it is , but i just cant hlp but keep thinking bout it . But i promise , im gna get through this ! :D Loveyouallsomuch (L) . AURORA CHAN ! CHAN FANG LING ! ily too (:

I shall drown myself w studies (:

Everything went pingpiangpong today and im feeling like bullshitzxc now . But im a happy girl no matter what !

"Amazing how you can just take life that easily , amazing how you can take life as it's given " (:

Din take pictures today . I BO MOOD AH . -'-

HAPPYCHINESENEWYEAR ! :D

OLA :D ! Reunion Tea on tuesday (: . IT SOUNDS DUMB YEAH :D . But it turns out to be sososo fun \m/ ! (: . I was blabbering non - stop to the sec1s in my patrol , and all they gave me is a shy smile on their face !!!! ): . *throat dry* ! :D they so fucking cute cans (L) ! :D yayay , i love sec1s ! :D Im really lazyyy to get my hands working recently ! Hence , my blog is so dead T____T . Camwhore aft guides training . awesome shitzxc ! :D

I want a boy who would hold my hand in line at the mall & make all the girls jealous. I want someone who would sing to me at random moments. Someone who is more goofy than romantic. A boy would throw stuffed animals at me when i'm acting dumb. Someone who would bet me kisses that he could beat me at all the playstation games and then let me win. A guy who would make fun of me just to hear my laugh. He'd play with my hair all the time & surprise me with 25 cent rings. Someone who i could share lollipops with & lay on a blanket with to count stars. We'd buy tons of disposable cameras to take the silliest pictures of each other & squirt water guns at each other in the house. But mostly; someone who would be my best friend & would never break my heart. He would just always make me smile.

RETARDED PIC OF THE DAY ! :D

YAYAY ! IM GNA HID THE WHOLE CONTAINER OF PINEAPPLE TARTS UNDER MY BLANKET ): . NO MORE FOR YOU PEOPLE !!!! <: